The Sun [Book 3] (Adam Levine FanFic)

Chapter 26

-Adam's P.O.V.-

"Well, well, well, it looks like someone is up," Danny says lauughing. I can't tell where I'm am, I just know I'm stuck here and I can't get out.

He walks towards me and I cant move, Danny has the the rope with the knot at the end. I start to scream and yell, but I can't move my arms.

"NO!DANNY NO!" I scream shaking my hand side to side.

"Adam! It's ok!" A soft voice tells me. Two hands grab my face, and my eyes snap open.

It's Whiskey.

"Adam. It's ok. I'm right here. Danny is gone. I'm here for you," She whispers to me, stroking my hair.

I look around, lost, like a puppy in a new house. My eyes shift around the room. It's a standard hospital room with a tv in the corner but there's only one hospital bed which is mine. My hands are tied to the side of the bed. I look up at Whiskey, into her eyes, the eyes that are so full of love and sorrow.

"Adam, it's ok," she whispers, untying my hands from the bed,"You kept having violent nightmares so they tied you done so you don't hurt yourself."

I nod but I don't move,"Whiskey, are you ok?"

She giggles,"I think the question is, are you ok?"

I shrug, but it hurts to laugh or move,"I've been better."

She smiles and kisses my forhead, but I can see tears in her eyes wanting to spill over.

"I was so worried about you Adam. I don't know what I would've done without you," She says holding my hand up to her face,"I'm glad you're ok."

I nod and smile but a pain in my chest turns my smile into a somber look,"Whiskey, I'm so sorry for what I almost did to you. I'm so so so sorry. I would never have hurt you. I hope you know that."

Her tears finally pushed it's boundries and they stream down her face,"It's ok Adam. It's ok. I know you wouldn't have. The nurse told me that you're going to need someone to look after you, I told her I could."

"What about Robert?" I ask her.

"I was thinking while you were asleep. I was thinking, I can't imagine life without you. I don't want to imagine life without you," She says, her eyes so bright,"I thought I can talk to Robert, and tell him, it's not working out. I'll take care of you."

"No. No. He's good for you. He loves you so much, he'll take care of you better than I ever will," I say looking at her, trying to hold back the tears in my ears,"I love you too much to let me ruin you anymore. Stay with him. Just tell me one thing, is the baby mine?"

Her eyes changed to sorrow, but she tries her hardest to smile,"Of course it's yours Adam. I would never lie about something like that."

Her hands caress my cheek and I lean my head into her cheek,"Whiskey, it's better this way. He's going to love you better than I can. He's going to be a better father than I can ever be. I love you. Go. I don't want this to be any more harder for the both of us."

My heart feels like it's being torn out from my chest, but I know this better for the both of us. I'm an unstable drugatic who can barely take care of himself, let alone sustain a whole family and new baby. Her eyes are so bright, with tears not holding themselves back. She gets up remorsefully, and slowly walks into towards the door.

-Whiskey's P.O.V.-

I'm in the doorway and look back at Adam. He looks better than I last saw him, but he still looks pretty bad. His face is sullen and sunken. I can see how much this has affected him, it touched all the way to his core. I can see his pain on his face and it rocks me to my core. He's going to need more help than he thought.

"How's he doing?" Robert asks me.

I know this is stupid, but I think I need to stop fighting my heart and start paying extra attention to it.

"He's doing good," I say, my head low.

"That's great," He says trying to pull me into a hug, but I move so that he can't.

"Bobbie,we need to talk,"I say grabbing his hand and leading him to a bench,"I love you. I hope you know that. Gosh I love you so much, and I'm extremely thankful for everything you've done for me. But…"

"But you're more in love with him," Robert says finishing my sentence. I nod.

"I love him, and he needs me, I don't think this is a good time to abandon him. I just, I'm so sorry Robert," I say almost crying,"I need to do this."

He nods,"Ok."

"Ok?" I ask confused,"You're not going to try to convince me otherwise?" How can he just be ok? I just dumped his ass.

"No, I'm not going to try. Why? Because I know no matter what I say, you're going to love Adam more. And you're pregnant with his baby, I can't compete with that. I just want you to be happy, and if this is going to bring you happiness, then so be it. I just want you to know, I will always love you," He says getting up and kissing me on the cheek, and his feet dragging to the door.

Today one of two things happened:

I either made the best decision.

Or I'm in a shit load of trouble.

I just hope its not the latter.