Chapter 9

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Chapter 9

"I kissed Nate."

Nate Anderson is one of Caleb's best friends from childhood. How come I never realize that Caleb is into guys? Or maybe he's bisexual. I don't even know. This leaves me so confused.

"And I don't even know why I did it. It just felt so right in the moment but the look on his face made me realize how wrong it was." He buries his face in his hands.

"Are you, you know, into guys?" I ask quietly. I really don't want to say something wrong, because I already see how sad he is right now. I don't want to make it worse. Personally, I wouldn't care if he's gay or not, I'm more concerned about our parents. What would they say? Would they disown him and throw him out?

"Honestly, I don't know. And I'm sure that Nate isn't or else he hopefully wouldn't be that disgusted by me kissing him." It's so weird hearing him say that. I Kissed Nate. The words are so foreign to me. I'm not used to hear my brother say that he kissed another boy. I'm used to hearing and seeing girls in his room and when he talks about them at the dinner table, but I never thought that he would kiss a boy. It surprises me more that it was Nate.

"How did you feel when you kissed him? Did you get butterflies in your stomach? Did it feel like you were high?" I ask.

"I don't know. I think I got butterflies in my stomach. It felt weird, new, but a good new. I liked it." He says not looking at me.

"Hey. You know thet I would never judge you, no matter what. You're my brother and I love you. Now rest. I have to go downstairs again."

"Why?" He looks suspiciously on me.

"Luke is down there. We were about to watch a movie but then I heard you and yeah... You know the rest."

"You know we have to talk when he leaves, right?"

"I know." I say and hug him before exiting the room.

"I'm so sorry about that. I've never seen Caleb like this-" I say as I hurry down the stairs, but stops as I see he's not where I left him. I don't know how to feel. Did he leave without telling me? Does he regret staying here and not going with the boys.

As my head gets filled with thoughts about why he left, I feel a pair of hands on my waist, a breath on my neck and that deep, husky voice I've gotten t0 know the past couple of months.

"Buh." I jump, falling afterwards and hair someone behind me laughing hysterically. I turn around and pout.

"That wasn't funny." I cross my arms and stay on the floor.

"C'mon Sky. It's was a bit funny, admit it." He says, still laughing a bit. I look at him. Even though it's hard to keep stay 'serious', I try and finally Luke stops laughing.

"You're not hurt, are you?" He asks, rushing to my side, kneeling down text to me.

"Let's just watch the movie. C'mon." I say, getting up from the floor and drag Luke after me to the couch. I turn on the movie and try to get comfortable. I feel a pair of eyes on me and I turn my head and see Luke stare at me.

"Wutup?" I ask smiling.

"What just happened?"

"What do you mean?"

"At first you were looking at me like you were gonna kill me, and know you are all happy and hyper. What happened?" My eyes widen and I franticly look around.

"What time is it?" I ask looking around, trying to find clock, unfortunately without luck.

"It's almost 7 I think. Why?" My eyes widen again and I run out in the kitchen. I open the cabinet and panic when I realize it's empty. I look through all the cabinets in the kitchen, trying to find what I'm looking for but without luck.

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