Finding Who I Was Meant To Be

Sneak Peek!!!

A/N: Once I finish this story I'll be posting "A Secret Bromance- A Colton Fanfiction". I like how it's coming out so far, so I thought I had thought I'd share the first chapter with you guys. That way I can get feedback now before I post it. Plus it'll hold you guys over until I completely finish this story. So here you go!

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"Thank you 5ers. We love you all." I said before signing off. Yet another successful Ustream for the fans. I sat back as Cassie came in with Madison right behind her. "Hey babe." I said, planting a kiss on her lips. As she took a seat next to me on the sofa chair, Madison took a seat on Dalton's lap. What the hell? I felt a little tiny bit of jealousy against Madison as she did that. But why though? I'm not gay. I tried shaking off the feeling and forget about it.

"Are you guys excited for City Walk tomorrow?" Will asked. I nodded. "Definitely! It's our last City Walk performance as an unsigned group." I said smiling. Just yesterday we had revealed that we've been signed onto Universal, unofficially. The CEO, who had to be there when we signed the contracts, was away on business and he doesn't come back until Saturday. So technically we weren't signed yet, but we would be soon enough. We'd be touring, recording and performing like a real music group. Cassie smiles and takes my hand, strangely, I didn't get the same tingles I normally get. "I'm so proud of you babe. You guys finally got signed." I went to reply when I heard Madison and Dalton making a comotion as they tickled each other and exchanged kisses. I stood up, feeling oddly enraged by their actions. "You guys are so annoying, god! If you're going to flirt like that then just go get a room or something!" I yelled before storming off into the kitchen.

I had no idea what that outburst was about. I have a girlfriend. Sure our relationship hasn't been the most exciting lately, but I still love her nonetheless. Plus I'm not gay. I don't have feelings for Dalton at all. I mean he's like a brother to me, I can't like him. I sat down on the floor against the refridgerator, holding my head in my hands. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't notice Will sitting down next to me. "What was that about Cole?" He asked softly. I lifted my head up to look at him. "To be honest Will, I have no clue. Sometimes seeing them together gives me this weird angry feeling inside and I don't know what it is, or why I feel it." Will chuckled. "Cole, it's a good thing I'm the one breaking this to you because I know what I'm talking about. You have feelings for Dalton."

I shook my head. "That's not possible. I have Cassidy, and I'm not gay." Will smiles. "Okay there's two things. One, we've all seen how your relationship with Cassie has been going downhill lately, don't try to deny it. And two, you don't have to be gay to be in love with another man. You love who you love, no need to put a label on it. Take me as an example, I love whoever I love, regardless of gender. I don't put any kind of label on my sexuality, I'm just a people lover." I stayed silent, processing what Will said to me. "If you ever have questions on liking/being in a relationship with another guy, just let me know alright? I'm here for you." He got up and started to walk away.

"Hey, wait. Will?" Will stopped in his tracks and turned to face me. "Yeah Cole?" "Can we keep this between us? I don't want people to think that the Colton bromance was anything more than a bromance." Will gave me a sad smile, as if he felt sorry for me. "Sure thing Cole."