Minecraft Diaries Short Stories

Garroth| First Story

|| Garroth's POV ||

Its been 4 months...4 months since Aphmau and Aaron starting to date. Life has been fine, for everyone else that is. Laurance is starting to get out again. He started going on dates with Lucinda, lucky guy glad he is feeling better. Travis is with Katelyn she practically lives with us now, Dante and Nicole are together always anf even my baby brother Zane and Vylad are dating someone. Why am I bringing this up? Because I wanted to make a point. I'm so alone, abounded and unwanted by every girl. I turned down so many other girls before cause I always thought I had chance with Aphmau. I met her when I was 15 and thought if I waited just little bit longer I could be with her. Hah. I'm 25 now and boy was I fucking wrong.

I lay in bed, this is what I usually do everyday now. My depression is practically crippling me, I always smile when there is other people and I act all happy and active but behind closed doors I'm still not over her. I turn to my side and reach under my pillow and grab my most prize procession, its a picture of me holding Aphmau in my arms bridal style it was during our camping trip that one summer with all our friends.

That camping trip I said I loved her...and she said she loved me too.I waddle out of my room to the kitchen, I'm wearing plaid blue PJ pants and a old shirt, all while I'm wrapped up in a blanket. I look like shit. As walked into the kitchen I noticed Dante, Nicole, Travis, Katelyn,Laurance and Lucinda are all on the sofa watching a movie. "Hey Garroth" Nicole said in a sweet tone,I gave her a weak wave before opening one of the cabinets and grabbed my favorite bag of chips before starting back to my room "Garroth wish to join us?" Dante asked me, clearly worried. "No...I'm fine" I said "Garroth, don't be too lazy later tonight Aphmau is having a party and you're going" Laurance said showing me no mercy probably seeing through my BS. "I don't wanna go" I said still waddling to my room "I don't care, you have been in your room for a week get your shit together were heading out in a hour" I sighed before going back to my room. I dropped the bag and sat on the bed before putting my face into my hands and let some tears fall, I can't see her right now. I can't.

~•Time Skip•~

I looked at myself in the mirror, I look fine not like someone who was crying their eyes out for three days straight. My eyes had bags under them and my hair was still a little damp from only taking a shower fifteen minutes ago, I messed it up. I just put on a simple plain white shirt, a black hoodie and black skinny jeans I sighed before grabbing my phone and heading out to the living room. "Ready to go?" Travis asked, I put on a fake smile and answered "let's go"

~• Time Skip •~

We walked across the street, everyone is laughing and goofing around, Aphmau answers the door. The party looks like it started awhile go, we walk in. The lights are off, music is playing on her TV. Furniture has been moved so people could dance in the living room, the room is a mess with full and empty beer bottles laying all about. Girls are giggling and screaming, colored lights that looked they were set up today flashed. All my friends go into the middle living room and join all our other friends, Its just Aphmau and I. She laughs "its good to see you Garroth, I've missed you" she says giving me that sweet smile that makes everyone fall for her. God. Fuck this "yep" I said before walking away into the kitchen and grabbing a beer. Its going to be a long night.

~• Time Skip •~

Hours pass, people are still dancing, drinking and fucking around. I sit at Aphmau's kitchen table alone, I watch everything start to slow down. Dante and Nicole are no where to be found I didn't even see them go, Laurance is practically fucking Lucinda on the dance floor and Travis and Katelyn outtie hours ago when Katelyn passed out. She is a light weight I knew they wouldn't be here long. I sit at the table finishing my 5th beer, this whole night has been terrible. This house only reminds of movies days I had with Aphmau when I would 'accidentally' put my hand on top of hers while watching a movie and she would never pull away and neither did I. Her smile burns at the back my head, her sweet eyes.... Ugh. I get up from the table carrying my beer outside to the porch with me. Its quiet out I'm surprised there are only a few people out here "mind If I join you, jerk" a sweet voice said from behind me, I turn to see Aphmau standing behind me with shy, weak smile. I know I should walkaway like before it would be the best for both of us but the drinks are overwhelming me "yes, please do" another hour passes, Aphmau & I laugh and joke around about embarrassing stories of the pass. We share my beer, her face is red she is a little drunk.
Light weight.
The party has completed ended people are leaving or passed out some where, Aphmau and I wake any people that can be woken up and send them home others we pile their bodies like dolls on the sofa and floor of the living room. I laugh seeing my brother Vylad being one of those people. I grab a sharper and draw a dick on his forehead. "You're evil" Aphmau says carrying a trash bag around, I turn to see her picking up empty beer bottles and putting them into the plastic bag. I walk over and help her, she smiles at me "you don't have to do that" she says sweetly "but I want to" I say grabbing more bottles she chuckles "sweet old GarGar" she says. My heart stops.
She hasn't called me that in a long time. I smile. "So when is Aaron getting home?" I say trying to make conversation. "He should return home from his business trip tomorrow afternoon, I miss him like crazy" I bit my bottom lip anger "you really love him huh?" I say trying to avoid eye contact. She says nothing. Minutes pass. I hear sniffling, I look up at her face she has tears running down her face. "I led you on for so many years." I quickly drop the bottles in my hands and hold her in my arms, burying her face in my chest. "Sh Aphmau its okay" I say trying calm her down, I really wanna hear this but I know she is drunk. "No, no it's not okay" she says yelling and pushing me away "you loved me for so many years! In the end I chose the asshole who treated me terribly in high school over my Bff" she says crying so much. I feel bad seeing her cry but I need to hear this, I'm speechless.