Chapter 19

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(John's POV): I didn't see Maggie at school and when I asked Rose she said Maggie wasn't feeling very well.

I knew it wasn't true, I knew Maggie didn't want to see me.

She hated me! And it was all Julia's fault!

I couldn't pay attention at the teachers, I was feeling I'll. I knew I should give Maggie some space but it was killing me! I need to see her.

I didn't talk to anyone else but Mimi during the hole day.

When I arrived home she examined me curiously.

"What happened to you?" Mimi asked worried.

"Nothing" I muttered playing with my food.

"Don't lie to me, John. Something happened. You are pale and you didn't eat nothing today" she replied seriously.

I looked into her eyes, I knew she cared.

I sighed and started to talk.

I told her everything, about that night at Blackpool, about Julia, about Maggie's problem and how I knew Maggie hated me, she didn't even want to see me anymore. I started crying as I talked.

Mimi was the only person who ever saw me crying.

Even when she was cold, telling that me big boys don't cry, I knew she cared.

She listened to every word that I said.

When I was done talking, she put her glasses on and stared at the newspaper.

"Give her some time. She likes you, I could see it in her eyes" she said, starting to read the n

"Thank you, Mimi" I replied and gave her a half-smile but she didn't see, she was busy reading something about a man that died on a car accident.

'Lucky' I thought about the man. I'd rather to be dead than loose Maggie.

I didn't know what to do. I tried to stay positive but it was getting too hard, principally when she didn't go to school on the next day.

It has been only two days without her and I was feeling devastated.

I didn't eat or talk to anyone.

The only thing I could do was write. I wrote songs, poems, proses, all about Maggie.

The lads would ask me what was going on and I wouldn't answer and they would shrug up and talk about rock'n rook roll or sex or anything like this.

I walked back home feeling dead. Then I caught myself walking to Maggie's. I made my way back immediately.

I couldn't help, I was too scared. And if she said she didn't love me anymore?

That'd be the end.

{eW SORRY THIS SHORT ASS CHAPTER SUCK BALLS

but ugh i am so busy lately

i almost don't have time to write

and also sorry for the next chapters

they're silly

bc im in love

so i write silly things

hihi

btw could you pls vOtE, shArE or comMenT?}

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