Tha Diamondz II (ménage)

Tha Diamondz II (22)

Chapter 22 

Destynie 

It's been about two weeks since the incident with Will happened. I still couldn't believe he did that. I felt numb, Lucas has been trying his hardest to cheer me up, along with Sione and Trinitee. Today, I wanted to take my mind off of everything, so I'm helping Trinitee with setting up her baby shower. Before leaving, I had to dress the kids. As I finished putting the onesie in Ana, I placed her in the car seat and buckled her in before carrying her down the stairs with my purse and diaper bag in my other open arm. Lucas came to my side and helped my with the bags while I walked to car. Once the kids got settled, Lucas placed the gift bags in the trunk and then back to the driver's side. 

He looked in the back seat then back at me, "Everyone ready" 

Andrew and Jasmine yelled out yeah and then we were off. 

Once we got there, I could see everyone under the gazebo, shading away from the sun with gifts and food on the tables. There was a handful of kids in the playground, while the adults chattered among themselves. We greeted everyone and sat our gifts on the table. Andrew tugged on my shirt, "Ma, can me and Jasmine go play in the playground?" he asked

"Yes, please watch over your sister and be careful. I don't want you to get hurt." 

He said ok, grabbing his sister's hand and walking to the playground. I sat at the edge of the bench, in my thoughts. The bench creaked as Sione sat across me. 

"You good?" Sione asked softly. I shrugged my shoulders. Am I ok?

"He's a fucking jerk," she whispered. "I never seen you like this. You seem so lost" 

"I kinda lost a part of me, Si. I gave him my all and he ruined it. The long distant relationship worked out the first time, the second time it was a complete fuck up." 

"Are you going to stay with him or.?" she trailed off. 

"At this point, I don't know. I've been with him for the longest, I don't want to throw my relationship away. I can't do it because I-" 

"Love him. I understand, I get it. I felt the same way when Dillyn cheated. I felt there was something wrong with me, I felt like I wasn't good enough. So I left, found some time to myself with my child and build myself up when he damaged me. Giving some time for yourself, won't hurt."

"How did you feel after you guys got back together?" 

Sione sighed and looked at the group of men gather in a small area of the park, she was staring at Dillyn. 

"At first, I didn't trust him as much. I felt like he could turn around and cheat on me again, so I close myself from him. Slowly, he started to gain my trust back by doing some little things that would matter to me. Sometimes, I would find myself thinking, 'is he really worth it, can I continue loving him as I used to?' I couldn't leave him because he's the father of my children and i don't want my children to grow up with a father in their lives. Along with the fact that he is human and humans makes mistakes. " 

I chuckled softly to myself. "Why are you always right half of the time?"

"I guess it's a gift from God. Come on, let's help Trinitee decorate." We stood up and started to pin some balloons on the side of the gazebo and placing plates on the table. Jasmine waddled towards me and held on to my leg, then looked up towards me. 

"Mama, where's dada?" my breath hitched. This thing that I dreaded for, I didn't know what to say. 

I stuttered, "He's uh" I gave Sione a quick glance.