Ava's PoV
The girls got home yesterday and me and Ross haven't let them out of our sights. he had an argument with Kathy about me needing supervision when I'm taking care of the girls, after the argument Ross said we should listen but when Kathy left he said if she doesn't know I'm on my own it won't hurt her.
Today is Elepheteria's birthday, she would have been 4 today, the twins, they never got to meet their older sister and Ella never got to meet her baby sisters and she will never get to meet the baby.
"Ross I'm going to the graveyard, I need to put some flowers down, show her I've not forgotten her" I say sitting in the kitchen while the twins play in the living room. "That's fine, I'll look after the girls, then when you get home we could tell them about the baby" Ross suggests and I nod.
I kiss Ross on the cheek before I go upstairs and get changed. I got my outfit out and placed it on my bed. Soon I wouldn't be able to wear it with the baby bump.
I strip off out of my Pyjamas and then I put on my black Underwear and my matching black bra. Once I was in my underwear I put on my purple and Navy blue floral romper. I adjust my straps before sitting down on the double bed in mine and Ross's room and slip on my white ankle socks.
Once my socks were on I slip on my authentic looking shoes on tie my laces. I clip my gold coloured necklass with a heart around my neck, clip my silver stud earrings into my ear before pushing my silver bracelet onto my wrist.
My outfit was completed all I needed to do was my hair and make up. Before I went to my make-up table I slip me engagement and wedding ring onto my finger before going to sit down. I pull the chair out and sit down looking into the mirror.
I brush my hair and curl it before brushing it again, it was now wavy and my hair was finished. Moving on to my name up I do my eyeliner and then my mascara before bronzing my cheeks and then doing my lips. I was soon ready.
I pick my black bag up and my car keys before I change my phone case to a gold and white case which says 'Th Struggle Is Real' in gold writing. I put everything into my bag and go downstairs. "Mummy were you Going" Sapphire babbles as she toddles out off the living room
I pick sapphire up and kiss her forehead "mummy's going to see Nannie Chas, Uncle Aaron and Aunt Liv" I like to sapphire and she frowns "me come" sapphire asks and I frown "you, Daddy and Georgia are going to be having some fun" I tell my little girl "and I'll bring some treats back" I smile kissing my girl.
Ross comes into the hall way and takes sapphire off me "come on let's play princess's" Ross says tickleing her slightly. I kiss my husband before leaving the house and head to David's shop. I felt so guilty for not going to Ella's grave in ages
I walk into David's picking a few bunches of flowers, I stand by the flowers just looking at them. I was thinking about what life would be like with Ella here as well. "Ava are you alright?" I hear Carly ask me as she comes in the door.
"No not really" I say looking up from the flowers "want to have a talk?" Carly asks me and I shrug, i finally wanted to give up, I hadn't want to give up for 3 years. "Come on, let's go back to mine" Carly says to me "will Vanessa be their?" I ask quitely "she's taken Johnny into town, she won't be back for a few hours" Carly tells me and I nod as we walk out off David's.
We go back to Carly's and she makes me a drink "so what's up" Carly asks me and I sigh slightly "Elepheteria would be 4 today if she was alive, I guess I've never gotten over losing her. I tried to think off the twins bit I've found out I'm pregnant again I can't help but think about her even more now" I look up to Carly and she looks down.
"I know the feeling," Carly Saha quitely "not many people know this but I had a son. He had a cot death" Carly says and I look down again "people say that it gets better as time goes on but the truth is it seems to get worse" Carly says and I nod in agreement.
"Sometimes I feel as if I have none, I know I have Ross, mum, Aaron and the twins but I feel alone. And after everything with Vanessa it's hurt me even more" I mumble and Carly pulls me into a hug "you have me, I'm always here for you to talk" Carly says as she hugs me and I sniffle.
I sit their in Carly's embrace feeling stupid. "Thank you Carly, I best get going" I mumble again and Carly nods "want me to come with you to the grave" Carly asks me and I shake my head.
"No thanks Carly, I think I just want to go alone for some alone time before I tell The twins and the family about the baby" I say in a soft calm voice "untill then please don't tell anyone I'm pregnant" I say again to Carly
Carly promises that she won't tell anyone about it and I thank her. I leave the house and go back to David's shop. I walk in and pick the flowers. I get four bunches of flower. It was not really a reason for that I just wanted to make it up to her.
I go over to the till and pay before I walk out and go to the graveyard. I walk to Elepheteria's grave and smile slightly "happy birthday princess" I say kneeling beside the gravestone "mummy's got some news, your going to have another brother or sister, mummy wishes that you were still here" I say placing the flowers down.
I stay by Ella's grave for a good hour before I go to the cafe to buys a biscuit for Georgia and Sapphire. "Hi Bob could I have 2 biscuits, an iced finger and a hot chocolate all to take away please" I say to Bob and he gets them "that'll be £4.10" Bob says and I hand him a five pound note before receiving 90p back.
I eat my iced finger and drink my hot chocolate while walking home. I open the door to see Ross dressed as a princess. Or should I say elsa from frozen I smirk slightly. "Mummy" Georgia laughs "daddy is being elsa and me and Sabby are owlf" Georgia giggles getting almost all off the words correct.
"Are you having fun" I ask picking my 2 year old up and kissing her forehead "Es mummy" she giggles. I go into the living room with Georgia and Ross picked sapphire up "me and mummy have something to tell you little ones" Ross says and I nod
"What is it daddy?" Sapphire asks me and I bite my lip "mummy is going to have another baby, your going to have a baby brother or a baby sister" I explain to my baby. "Mummy aving a baba" Georgia asks confused and I nod to her.
Georgia looks at me with a confused look on her face and Sapphire looks to Ross. "Where is baba" sapphire asks us and I point to my tummy "you eat baba" Georgia asks and I smile slightly and so does Ross. Ross explained to the twins that baby was in my tummy and they come over and stand either side kissing my belly "I've got to capture this" Ross says flipping his phone out and taking a picture.
We soon decide to go to the wooly for dinner and so I can tell mum, Aaron and liv that I'm pregnant. At the woolpack I call mum as she was out backand k told everyone that I'm pregnant. Mum was shocked, Aaron was fine with it and liv was over the moon she was going to be an aunt again.
A/N
Well now Ava's told everyone about the baby and they've took it quite alright but who knows if chas was hiding how she actually felt, or maybe liv was hiding something instead.
So comment what you thinks going to happen soon. Next chapter will be up whenever I get around to writing it
Toddles
Jess xx
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