If You - Gdragon's Fanfic

Part 14: Too Late

Jinsung's POV

Me: I'm bored.

Everyone closed their mouth from the moment we went into the restaurant.

Seunghyun: Remember, we had school examinations before the basketball games?

Everyone nodded their heads.

Seunghyun: I failed a subject. I'm not the best student anymore. Someone took my place.

Seungri: Mwo?

Me: Who took your place, oppa?

Seunghyun: Guess who?

Daesung: Our head prefect?

Seunghyun: Aniya. You know him well.

Youngbae: Is he one of us?

Seunghyun: Ne. But he's not here.

Me: Jiyong oppa?

Seunghyun oppa nodded.

Seunghyun: I feel bad for him. It wasn't his fault though but ... Rules will always be rules.

Youngbae: He'll take a flight to Japan.

Me: When is it?

Seungri: He told me that too.

Daesung: Ne, he sent me a message through Whatsapp.

Seunghyun: He told me through Line.

Me: He didn't tell me anything.

My eyes were teary.

Daesung: Omo, Jinsung-ssi, gwaenchanha. We're going to send him to the airport tomorrow.

Me: I'm not going.

Seungri: Yah wae?

Me: I have to accompany eomma to hospital.

Seungri: What had happened to ahjumma?

Me: She fell in the bathroom and she broke her leg.

Youngbae: Sorry to hear about that. We hope she'll recover soon. We hope you can join us but how sad you know ... Your eomma is more important than him.

Me: Ne. I want to cry. Can I cry?

Daesung: Just cry, dongsaeng.

Seungri came to hug me and then they joined him.

Me: Oppa ...

Seunghyun: Gwaenchanha ...

Daesung: We'll tell Jiyong hyung that you love him so much.

Youngbae: Ne.

***

Eomma: Jinsung-nim! Please help me. I want to go the bathroom.

Me: Ne!

I ran to eomma's room and I felt sad when I saw she was sitting on the wheelchair.

Eomma: Mianhae.

Me: Gwaenchanha. It's my responsible to take care of you.

Eomma: It's not about that.

Eomma held my hand and nodded slowly.

***

I rode my bicycle while shedding tears. I bought a train ticket and took a cab to the Incheon International Airport.

Me: Gomawo. Here's the money. Keep the change!

I ran out and walked fastly through the crowd in the airport.

Me: Where are you oppa?

My shirt was wet with my tears.

Me: Oppa ...

Suddenly, I saw Daesung oppa.

Me: Oppa!

Daesung oppa heard me and he asked me to run quickly.

Daesung: Ppalliwa!

I ran but someone blocked my ways and I lost in the middle of people. I pushed them but poorly when I reached them, Jiyong oppa had checked in. I was too late.

Me: Jiyong oppa!

Youngbae: Gwaenchanha.

Youngbae oppa hugged me and pat my back. I cried so hard in his arms.

Seungri: Jinsung, Jiyong hyung asked me to give you this.

He lent me Jiyong oppa's handkerchief.

Seungri: Wipe your tears.

Me: Am I too late? Yeobo, why can't you tell him to wait for me?! Yah!

I hit Seungri's shoulders.

Seungri: It wasn't me nor them. Jiyong hyung didn't want to see your sad face. He said he loves you very much.

Me: I want to hear that from his mouth!

Seunghyun: It's too late, Jinsung-ssi.

Daesung: Let's go back. Kaja.

I turned back and hoped that he would return back but it was only a fake hope.