If You - Gdragon's Fanfic

Part 31: Yellow Rose

Jiyong: And the one I love, Chaelin-ssi.

I stood up and clapped my hands. I was shy because I was overacting just now.

Me: Oppa! 👍

I gave him thumbs up.

Jiyong: Before I-

I went out from the hall. I couldn't stand there anymore. I started to cry at the balcony.

Me: He doesn't love you, Yoon Jinsung! Please accept that thing! Argh!

Seungri: Yoon Jinsung ...

Me: What are you doing here?

Seungri: You know, when you love someone ... You'll sacrifice everything to gain her heart. But me ... I sacrifice everything to make you happy because I promised that to Taemin hyung. I fell in love with you ... But only as a friend. I'd reached the limit.

He wiped his tears with his shirt.

Seungri: I just want to see you smile again. Just like when we were kids. We used to play and laugh together. This is not Jinsung that I used to know. You're tough!

Me: But not in love. I'm not that girl anymore. I was covered with scars.

Seungri: Jinsung ... Don't give up.

Me: Urm. He's Chaelin's. I should never break their relationship.

Jiyong: Mwo?

I turned to my back and I saw Jiyong oppa.

Jiyong: I accept Chaelin as-

Me: Your girlfriend of course!

Jiyong: Jinsung-ssi, listen to me first.

Me: Enough. Stop hurting me.

I ran away from them. This wasn't the right way actually but ... I kept on hurting myself by saying Chaelin got his heart.

***

Jiyong oppa gave me a letter and asked me to meet him at the park after school. I went there alone after I told Taemin oppa to fetch me at the park later.

Me: Why did you want to meet me?

Jiyong: I want to give this.

Me: What is this?

Jiyong: Ani. Don't open it yet. Open this when I fly to Japan.

Me: Arasseo. Done?

Jiyong: About yesterday ... I-

Me: Mianhae. I was too harsh.

Jiyong: Mianhae too. Jinsung, I'm gonna miss you.

He took my hand and put it onto his chest.

Jiyong: This is my heartbeat song for you.

Me: But the notes and the beats are not the same as Chaelin's.

Jiyong: Just let's not talk about her.

Me: She is special for you.

Jiyong: My flight is tomorrow. You can come to see me. I'm sure this time I'll wait for you.

Me: I don't want the same thing to happen again.

Jiyong: I promise you.

Me: Ne ...

Jiyong: Ouh. Taemin hyung.

Me: Where?

Jiyong: There.

Me: Mianhae. I got to go.

Jiyong: Take care. Tomorrow. 10 o'clock.

Me: I can't keep that as a promise.

***

Taemin: Jinsung-nim! Wake up right now!

He knocked the door for several times. I covered my head with my blanket.

Taemin: Jinsung! Wake up!

Me: Mwo?!

Taemin: Ppalli change your outfit!

I changed my outfit and he drove me to the airport.

Me: Why are we here?

Taemin: Just go and say goodbye to him.

Me: I'll stay here.

Taemin: Ppalli go!

Me: Ne!

I walked alone into the airport.

Me: What should I do?

Announcement: Annyeonghaseyo. Miss Yoon Jinsung, Mr Kwon Jiyong is standing behind you.

I turned to my back and I saw Jiyong oppa. He was holding a yellow rose and Chaelin was standing beside him.

Jiyong: I had promised you right?

Me: Urm ...

I laughed and tears came out from my eyes.

Jiyong: For you.

Me: Kamsahamnida. Can I hug you?

Jiyong oppa nodded and I hugged him.

Me: I'm gonna miss you!

Wae oppa? Wae yellow rose?