I'm a weird person. I can't ever look anyone in the eye, for longer than 3 seconds. I don't know how I kept up my strength to look him in the eye, which let me tell you felt longer than the minute that we were. I've always felt self-concious about... well everything about me I guess. My hair, my skin, my voice, my face, my legs, my arms, my stomach.. and basically everything about me. From then on I'd never really talk to him that much. OK. Yeah that was a lie. We talked. We talked a lot, but sometimes it got awkward. I thought that he had a huge crush on my best friend at the time, even the teachers would make fun of them.. as if they were dating..
He's the kind of guy that everyone wants to be with, but I didn't only want him, I needed him. I couldn't even imagine a world without him, to be honest if he just left the face of this earth, like today... I would probably commit suicide. I cant imagine a world without him, even though he's not mine.
The days went by too fast, apart from the days when he was off sick. It was like hell, looking around at all the same dull faces. It just seemed so different when he was here. We have so much in common, same taste in music, favourite colour, favourite food, we pretty much just fit perfectly together, 'like a puzzle with no missing pieces.' We even yawned at the same-time, would get the same grades on tests, eat the same food, take the same classes, come from similar backgrounds, there was also one other thing we both had in common. Insecurities, and Fears.
"Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason."
