The moments before my life changed.
Sometimes things happen to you, changes occur and your mind doesn't understand. But somehow you just know that it feels right. It was February 13th the night before valentines day. Something inside me was craving something or craving someone. Someone to talk to. Someone to listen to me. Someone to love me. But on the other hand I felt left out and insecure. Everyone else had a valentine or was just happy as they were. But I was confused. I wanted him to be mine so bad, but I also had second thoughts. What if I wasn't good enough for him? What if I would be an awful girl friend? I know the answers of course, I'd be an awful girlfriend to him.
But I'm scared. I'm scared of knowing the truth.
Him: Hey :)
Me: Hey, what's up?
Him: Just thinking about something..
Me: Like what?
Him: I'll tell you later..
Him: So who do you like right now?
Me: Someone.
Me: What about you?
Him: Yeah I like someone.
Me: Who is it?
Him: Guess
Me: Hmm okay
Me: Is she in our year?
Him: Yes
I started listing names of all the girls in our class, the last one being my best friend.
Him: Hahaha you're so clueless, You forgot one person :)
Me: Hmmm... Are you sure?
Him: Hmmm... Yeah I'm pretty sure.
Me: Well I've said all the girls..? Give me a hint!
Him: Haha okay, okay.
Him: She has beautiful brown hair and amazing brown eyes..
Him: She's smart, she's funny.
Him: Her name starts with a T
Goosebumps shot up my entire body and I froze. I was the only girl in the year who's name started with a T.
Him: You guessed it yet?
Me: I think so
Me: No wait I can't be right.
Him: It's..
