School for most people is 'boring' and 'stupid' but for me everyday is fun and excitingly different. Only because he in nearly all my classes. I wish we talked more in real life, 80% of the time its over a social media. Still its what makes my day.
I have completely fallen for him, Everything he does, Everything he says, Everything he is, He's my first thought in the morning, He's my last thought before I fall asleep, And he's every thought in between.
Every song reminds him of me. Every love story, love quote, sad movie, happy movie, romance movie. Anything in anyway can remind me of him, mainly because he's always on my mind. I always wanted to be like him or say and do the same things he does, but then I realized.. We were practically twins, in spite that we were not related in any way or even the same gender. And that would be weird because no one has feelings for their sibling. Although we did have our minor differences, they were hard to identify.
It was smallest things that meant the most to me.
he sat next to me in class that day and practically took my breath away. It was amazing, the feeling of his voice rushing through me, sending warm goosebumps up my entire body. I stared at the back of his neck until it was my turn to speak, my voice broke a little when he looked up at me. I kept on reading while I felt his eyes watch me. complete eye contact, but I wasn't looking. As I finished and the teacher was complementing my work, I realized he wasn't looking into my eyes any more. His eyes were moving slowly down my body. My face went red and my heart started beating double time. Many guys have checked me out, and I haven't really cared. But this time, this time it was different. I felt as if I was a pea next to the Burj Khalifa (Its's the tallest building in the world). basically I felt horrible. And REALLY self concious.
I sat back down as softly as I could, seeming as he was still watching me. I pulled my jumper sleeves further down over my hands until my fingers were completely hidden under a layer of black. I put my head on the desk and put my hands over my head. About three seconds later another student stood up and started to recite her story. Suddenly his head was about 5 centimetres away from my head. "Are you alright?" he whispered softly. I turned my face to one side and smiled at him. "I've never been better" I chuckled quietly. He blinked a few times and then.. " You did good, I liked it" he said in a sleepier voice, the kind of cute/sexy voice a guy has when he wakes up. I said nothing, just smiled. I soon found myself giggling a bit and then hid my face back in my hands, mainly so he didn't see how much I was blushing. I felt him move back into his chair. Although I wasn't looking at him, I could tell he was smiling. I was smiling too.
"To love someone is nothing. To be loved is something. But to be loved by the person you love is everything and the best feeling ever."
