Why are goodbyes so hard

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I have a whole paper full of ideas, after school I'll post a picture of it, and then type it because you probably can't read my handwriting

Ship: minizerk
Word count: 648

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Simons pov
I look at Josh, putting his army suit on, he got a letter from the army that he was going to be drifted, "don't cry si, I'll be strong just for you, I WILL see you again," he said wiping my tears away, I smile. "I know, I'm just going to miss you so much," I said

"Stay strong for me? Ok?" He said I nodded again, "it's gonna be so lonely without you my love" I said

"I know I'll miss you a lot to" he said, grabbing his suitcase, "you ready?" He asked, I shook my head and took a shaky breath "look we can mail each other just please don't worry about me, I'm going to live, I promise!" He said

"Ok let's go then" i said he smiled

We got to the airport and got out, I hug him "do you have to go?" I asked in his shoulder, he mumbled a yes "I gotta go, but listen ok, I get one a week, we can send each other letters. I love you so so much Simon" he said, I kissed him quickly. "See you soon, Joshy" I said, trying not to cry. He smiled and waved goodbye as I watched him go off in the distance.

Dear Simon,
I just got on the plane watching you watch me walk away, was so heartbreaking. I could see you hiding back the tears. I miss you already. It's going to be a long year. 364 days and 52 weeks, and 8,736 hours, without you. I have to go, but never stop loving me.

Love Josh

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Dear Josh

I just got your letter, I love you, you, and miss you and want to hold you and kiss you and hug and have sex with you and everything else in that category. It's kinda boring with just vik and Harry, everyone else went with you expect of course JJ he's visiting family for the week. Harry's been staying with us lately. And don't worry Josh I would never stop loving you.

Love you
Simon

Dear Simon,

Im sorry I couldn't write to you for a while, they train really hard and my the end of the day I'm so tired. But there's only 9 months left till I see you. I think about you everyday and night, I even dream about you. I'm so sore, but this needs to be done. Tomorrow I am going to fight, and I know i told I'm going to make it but Isis is not easy on newcomers or anyone, If You don't here from in about two months. I'm dead. I'm scared si, what if I don't make it

I miss you
Josh
(Attached was a picture of Josh)
For Incase I don't make it

Dear Simon,

I made it, but tobi, he got shot in the skull, was dead in seconds, it was terrible to watch, my best friend just die in seconds. You probably already know. You will get to see me for the funeral but then I have to leave again. I miss you so much. Wish me luck

Josh

Dear Josh,

I heard about tobi, Vikk was heartbroken. I feel ashamed. He needed someone to help, I fell asleep with him holding him he cried himself to sleep. I know you won't be mad for that but I still feel like i cheated. But hey he needed comfort. I just happened to be there for him. I felt so bad. I just got your letter, you had to watch him die, that's terrible. I love you I miss you, I need you,

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Dear readers,

Do you want a part 2?

Love you
Jenna

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