I seriously hate myself right now
After I got home from school yesterday, my mom had called a family meeting, she got a job in Texas, she went up there this weekend and she loved it so she's moving up there and it's my choice if I want to stay or leave
Something inside of me snapped and ran to my bathroom and I grabbed my pencil sharpener and broke it, I was going to kill myself
My dad broke the door down before I could do anything but if it wasn't for my dad I would be dead