Everything's Not Lost

Chapter 14

Sam Claflin's POV
The party at Ryan's house ended, so I started to head back to my Hyundai. For some reason I can't explain, I felt a bit better than I have been for the past few years. I get to stay with my best friend at his place. I hope that he can help me through all of this. But looking at him and Kira together made me feel a little jealous at first, but now I'm just suffused with sadness. Mainly, that is because I don't have that special someone in my life right now. Someone who I can look at every morning and just be grateful that they have been a part of my life. I look at other people and I get sad, because they have that special someone and I don't. Sometimes I believe that I'll be better off alone, but if I'm alone, all those clouds of depression will still be hanging over me. I need to find someone. Someone who is intelligent, honest, and not afraid to be herself. I do not care for looks, because everyone was not born on this Earth to be people that just show off their looks and try to impress men or women with their exterior qualities. The interior of person, what's been built on the inside, is a person's true character; not their beauty. I just hope that there's another person who believes all that, and lives by that. If not, I don't know how I'll be able to live with myself anymore.
I finally reached my car and got out the keys to unlock my cyan vehicle. I got in, closed the door, and then put in my M83 CD and began listening intently to M83's beautiful and orchestral songs. And then I just drove.
Kira's POV
After the party ended, I had a talk with Brent saying that I don't want to see him. I felt really bad because the look on his face gave it all away that he was devastated. However, he somehow shook it off and smiled. Then he walked away. He didn't even say goodbye.
Brent's POV
I've got to admit, I was a little devastated when Kira said she didn't want to see me after tonight, like dating-wise. Maybe we're just complete opposites. I mean, she likes going swimming, and I like going hiking. She'd rather go to beach, but I'd rather go somewhere around Europe, away from any beaches. She doesn't want any kids when she gets married, I do want kids. After I comtemplated it, I accepted her decision. I understand why she made her choice. So I walked away with a smile upon my face to let her know that I'll be alright, and that I wasn't sad or anything.
Violet's POV
"So Sam will come by your place tomorow?" I asked.
"Yep," Chris said. He continued with, "It's going to be awesome having him around. Hopefully, your plan will work out to change his mood."
"Yeah. I hope so too."
A few minutes later, we reached my place. Chris got out first to help Kira and I. What a gentlemen, I thought. Chris then walked me to the door of my parents' place and talked about how an amazing evening it was with me. I smiled and he headed back to the limo where the rest of the band was. Kira came inside the house with me because she whispered to me earlier that she needed to talk with me about Brent. I was excited how her meeting up with him was. But I saw the look on her face, and I don't think it ended well. We both went to my room and kicked off our high heels that kept hurting our ankles. She explained to me everything amd said that he wasn't the one for her.
"I just hope he isn't depressed" Kira said.
"Don't worry. I am pretty sure he figured out that y'all are opposites now. He'll be fine."
"I hope you're right. Well I should be heading to my place now. See ya."
"Bye." I said
She got her shoes and carried them off. I'm pretty sure she had driving-reccommended shoes in her car, so that's why she didn't put her high heels back on. She then closed the door and I went to my bathroom to take a shower.
After I was done with taking a shower, I put my pj's that was covered with kitten-like designs on and flopped myself onto my bed. It's been a long and fairly good day. Tomorrow is Thursday which means the concert is in less than 48 hours. I'm really excited. When I looked at the tickets Chris gave me, it said that I was in the the very first row. I still haven't told Kira that she was invited to go to the Coldplay concert yet. I keep forgetting to. I'll just tell her tomorrow. I then closed my eyes and fell asleep.