It all started out fine or so I thought. I was going in to the beginning of high school and I thought it would be great.
I joined the volleyball team, I wasn't as bad as I thought I would be or so I was told. There was a girl who I just can't explain how great she was but I didn't know her all to well. (Just to let you know i wasn't out there yet) Back to my story I had great friends to whom I could confined in when ever I needed to. Till one day this girl named Jule. She was 5'4, dark sinned, and really out going not afriad to say anything and always let people what was going on. Then the other girl, the one I mentioned earlier Lala, 5'7(about my height) and mixed. I got to know Jule because I had classes with her and we became friends.
Later on they also joined the team and Jules and Lala got pretty close(friends only nothing more). In a way I was a bit jealous because I wanted that person to be me.
As time went on I developed very deep feelings for Lala in a way I never had before. I didn't tell anyone though because a was afraid of what people would think, I knew I shouldn't have but I was.
Days later all the girls on the team were sitting in study hall, until is was time for us to go change. As we waited I remember Jules asking me about the person I liked and, at first I didn't want to say anything and as soon as it came out I instantly regretted that choice.
I felt like my whole life flashed before my eyes👀...
While later
It all came out. I was just lost for words and hurt at the same. It felt like just a tornado of emotions. As soon as her named was released everyone found out the truth.
At that moment I was just bombarded with everyone's questions and opinions such as,
-Do you like her? "You like girls"
or -That shes not gay anymore, and after hearing those words I just shut down completely because I had fell so head over heels for her and it just hurt to know she didn't feel the same way about me. The thing that sucked the most is that I saw her everywhere and I just felt like things change, but not for the better at least at that time.
Days later
I went into a form of depression because i was hurt and i really wasn't the same anymore. Everyone wondered why because just like rumors it all got around that I liked Lala. I felt out of place.
After a while, I got it through my little depressing phase and things for me went back to normal. It took a while but in the end I became friends with Lala for real.
The End
This is my first time writing a story and it was a true one. I just want to thank anyone who took the time to come and read my story because I thought why not share my experience with people.
I hoped you enjoyed it.
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