Patrick's POV
"Come on Patty it isn't that cold" "Shut up Pete it's freezing" "No come on just come here".
With a glare towards my boyfriend I walk into the pool whimpering from the cold but I keep walking until I get to him "Come on Patty, it's fine" "No it's fucking cold". Despite my grumbling Pete keeps pulling me around until I just groan and grab the side of the pool "Can I please get out?" "No" "You're a dick"
For a while we swim until I get used to it but then Pete tries to pull onto his back and carry me around the pool. I know people always weigh less in water but I hate being carried so I push him away and hug his freezing body. Unlike me he's just wearing board shorts so I can cuddle against his bare chest and press my face against his neck.
For a while we stand there cuddling in the freezing water until Pete pushes me away and climbs out of the pool "Come here Tricky". Like a stupid obedient puppy I follow him out and stand next to him dripping water.
"Patty I'm cold" "I told you it was a bad idea" "Make me warm" "Stop pouting silly, how do I even do that?" "I dunno". We forgot towels because we're both pretty stupid so I wrap him in my arms again and hold him close. It's nice to cuddle with Pete and I'm freezing too so hopefully we'll warm up soon.
"Tricky babe, I wanna swim naked" "No I don't wanna swim anymore and that'd just be colder then now" "No it wouldn't" "Yeah" "Please baby I really wanna" "Well I don't".
I guess he's sick of arguing so he just kicks his shorts off and stands there with his hands on his hips looking at me expectantly. We've never slept together or been naked together before so I don't know how he can be so calm and casual about it. I guess he's Pete though and he doesn't really care about stupid things like showing his body.
"Come on Patty let's have some fun" "Pete don't" "Tricky please" "No". I step away from him further and wrap my arms around my waist to hide myself even though I'm still in my shirt and board shorts. I really don't like the idea of being naked at all in front of him even though he's my boyfriend and I trust him. We've never done it before and I'm so ugly so it's only a matter of time before Pete realises and dumps me. I really don't want to loose him right now if I make the stupid mistake of letting him see me naked beside his pool.
"Patty it's not a big deal, nothing will change and I won't do anything you know that, you trust me don't you?" I trust him but I also trust his good eye sight. He'll see my fat stomach paired with my ugly face and midget dick and he'll be smart enough to realise how much better someone as beautiful as him can do.
"Petey please no" I whimper but he walks closer to me "Tricky I care about you and we've dated for like a month, it's time for us to do this" "A month is not enough time for me to sleep with you, I just don't know about this" "No I don't wanna do that, I just wanna see you and neither of us are virgins so it shouldn't matter when we do" "No" "Seriously Trick you're overreacting" "I know".
Rolling his eyes Pete puts his hands on the bottom of my shirt but I pull away with a sob "I said no Pete" "Why? Don't you trust me?Don't you wanna be with me? Do you even give a shit?" "Yes I do but I thought you didn't care about our relationship being sexual" "I do care but it's not a huge deal if you wanna wait a bit. I know not everyone sleeps around and can't just put out whenever someone wants them to" "Thank you Petey I just... I just wanna wait, last time I did anything I lost my virginity then got dumped the next day so it's just weird".
I know Pete hates being all serious and talking about our problems but that's what boyfriends should do. Maybe if he knows why I don't want to do this he'll stop annoying me about it.
"Babe I won't do that, we can just wait a bit longer until you're comfortable but getting naked doesn't mean we have to have sex" "I can't Pete" "Tell me why" "I... I don't know" "Tricky, you know I hate this and I suck at emotions but I won't say anything or dismiss anything you say. Just tell me what's wrong with being naked together and I'll drop it then we can just go inside and order some food"
He really does suck at talking about anything important but I know he'll never shut up until I say something. "I don't like anyone seeing me" "Why?" "I don't like it" "Whats wrong with you?" "I'm not perfect and, I'm not attractive" "That's bullshit I wouldn't date you if you weren't" "So if I get ugly I'll loose you?" "No but I might not wanna be seen with you" "Ok, I'm sorry"
I didn't know looks really were so important to him and I don't want to loose him so I have to remember this. I really like him and we could have an amazing relationship so I'll have to try really hard not to gain weight or do anything that he'll think is ugly.
"Patty I didn't mean that you have to change but looks do matter to me, people can deny it all they want but everyone cares about it" "I know but I'm already not good enough for you so I don't wanna get uglier" "I like you the way you are so just stay you, I like it a lot at the moment" "But Petey-" "No Tricky, I like you just the way you are so don't you dare change. Just be you, if I really hate something then I'll say something but you're you and I love that so don't change yourself, now come on my beautiful"
With a smirk me takes his hands down to the hem of my shirt and pulls me close "Trust me with this" "I don't know how" "Patty I... I... I love you, I've never said it before but I love you so just let me show you".
With a sigh I just relax into his arms and let him do whatever he wants even if I'm still freaking out a bit inside. Quickly he pulls my wet shirt off then pushes my shorts down for me to step out them. As I stand there his eyes automatically check me out and eventually he pulls himself away and looks in my eyes again "I don't know what you're shy about sweetheart, you're beautiful".
I'm about to deny it but he cuts me off and pushes me onto the pool lounger behind me and climbs on top of me "Tell me something you're self conscious about" "Everything... I dunno" "Tell me one thing" "Um... My face I guess" "Well that's ridiculous, I see your face everyday and I love it, that's the one thing I didn't think you'd be self conscious about".
Quickly he reattaches our lips together and threads his hands in my hair holding me to him. When he breaks away he starts rocking his hips down on me "Your face is one of my favourite things babe, you're so sexy so shut up about you gorgeous little shit. What else don't you like?" "My weight" "Well that's also stupid"
When he starts sliding his hands down my chest I try to pull away but he's on top of me so there's nowhere to go. I lie back and let him feel my stomach then go down to grope my thighs. "You're not the most skinny person ever and I guess you know that. I'm not gonna lie about it babe but it suits you, being super skinny wouldn't really suit you, it's not you. You're a bit chubby but I love it and you weigh less then me so don't even worry, let me show you something"
With a smile he pulls me up and picks me up into his arms before I can tell him not to "See babe, I can lift you so you're not fat, I like the way you look and the weight suits you, everything about you is perfect". I really like Pete carrying me so I wrap my arms around his neck and he keeps holding me "Thanks Petey" "I'm just telling the truth sweetheart, I love the way you look so just remember that even if you don't love it yourself"
He's being so perfect right now and I don't know how I deserve him "I love you Petey, you're beautiful and perfect and I'm so glad your mine" "This was the best idea I've ever had, we need to go swimming more often" "Definitely now come on, you wanted to swim so let's swim then we can get Burger King afterwards" "I like the way you think Patty babe" "Well let's do it then"
It's still a stupid idea but I guess the constant making out makes the pool a lot less cold so it's really fun. Afterwards we get food and sit on his bed eating and arguing about which movie to watch which makes me super happy. Usually I'm self concious about eating in front of him but now I know he doesn't care. He loves me regardless of my weight and I hope I'm not wrong about us having something special.
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