As a trainee for Pledis, Seolhyun has always had it hard. She's been there from the very beginning, training the longest of all of them. Finally their debut is coming up and she wants nothing more than to make it together with her teammates. First s...
It's been a week. A full week of radio silence between me and Wonho. We are both playing the game of who will cave in first. Neither of us wants to give in. Then again, what is neither of us do? We never talk again? Just when I was getting comfortable around him again.. Not too comfortable of course. A loud sigh escapes my mouth as we're taking a break in the corner with the airco on. We've been dancing all day. The routine had to be flawless and some of us are just not that good of a dancer. But they do excel in other parts of this training. Way better at singing or rapping than me. That's for sure.
"What's that sigh for?" JiHee asks while looking a bit concerned. She has a water bottle on her skin to cool off.
"It's way too hot to practice", I complain and lie back on the cold wooden floor. I feel a little wind coming and I smile. They are flapping their hands for me to cool me off. "Dorks." I insult them and they all laugh.
"Your dorks!" SooMi says and I can just hear the smile in her words.
We've been doing pretty good so far. I've lost a few pounds too, the company wasn't kidding when they said we had to lose weight. I was practically obese when you looked at the girls of AOA or Twice. They did set some restrictions for us. If we didn't make it by debut time, our phones would be confiscated. Welcome to the stardom life. So we've been watching or food and hitting the gym regularly after our practices. They ended late, but the gym was open late too. We could do both.
"How has it been with you-know-who?" YeonA leans over to whisper in my ear. God, it's like she's talking about freaking Voldemort from Harry Potter. Wonho was far from that. I mean, come on, he has a nose!
"Nothing", I whisper back. Normally MiNa would be the one who I tell everything to, but she only knows of a boy. Not hat he's Wonho from Monsta X. The only one who knows is YeonA because she saw us one day. So she is the only one I can talk to.
"Did he call or text?" Her voice is low so no one can hear us.
"Again: nothing."
"That's what the sigh was for then?"
"Yep."
I stare at the ceiling and try to block all thoughts of Wonho out of my head. But the flashbacks have been coming, without me wanting any of it. For so long I've been trying to avoid them and all it took was a little of Wonho to make them come back. My nights have been positively awful due to this fact. The nightmares keep on coming and they keep me awake. MiNa doesn't ask questions when I shoot up in the middle of the night, screaming. Sometimes I put on my clothes and go for a run to forget them, or outrun them, who knows?
"Ready?" Our choreographer asks while coming back into the room. We all groan loudly as she just laughs and plugs in her iPod. It reminds me of the time Wonho came back here with me and we danced our hearts out. I want something like that again.
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