Day&Night (Wonho) COMPLETED

Thirty Nine

SeolHyun

My bags are packed and ready to go, but Wonho wants me to leave them be for now. We don't need them where we're going. Which brings me to the next item on my list: where the hell are we going? Wonho keeps on telling me this is a date, just for the two of us. I kind of get anxious when he says stuff like that, as if we don't have a lot of time together anymore. I know we'll see each other less, starting tomorrow, but it won't be the end of the world. He's being silly for no reason. 

He takes his car and we just drive. I don't feel like talking, I've talked enough for today. Talking has worn me out. Wonho seems to understand this and just respects my feelings. That's part of why I like who he is now. Somehow he has changed into a person who respects women more. Or is it just me who he respects more? I'd like to think it's women in general, but I don't judge him for it. He's one of the few people who know about everything. He's also someone who doesn't laugh at me for having these fears inside of me. Wonho takes care me whenever I need taken care of. I can take care of myself too, but it's nice to have someone whom you can rely on. And he is that person for me. 

I was so scared when I first saw him again. Was he trustworthy? Would he understand? I know now that those questions were redundant. Of course I could trust him. He's always been there for me during those rough times. When he became a star he was just busy training and doing his best. I get that now. I was naive when we first started seeing each other. It feels like I've grown up quite a bit over these past few weeks. Wonho too, he's become more grown up and takes responsibility for whatever he does. I feel like this is a person I can go all the way with. And that's what I've done. I've gone all the way with this amazing person. And I don't regret it at all. 

"What are you looking at?" he asks me with a little smile on his lips. I didn't even notice the fact that I was staring at him. "And why are you smiling like that?" 

"Nothing..." I quickly brush it off and turn my attention to my phone. This is still embarrassing. Although he is my boyfriend, I still get embarrassed while admiring him. He is worth the admiring though. There nothing about him that's ugly. Even his tattoos are amazing in their own ways. He got them while being stupid, but they suit him. They resemble him very well. 

"You were staring at me", he doesn't let it go that easily. He's always been vain and this time will be no exception. 

"I was not..." we both know who is going to win this anyways. 

"Jus admit it, you were staring at the beauty that is me", he chuckles a little and I snort. Yes, I snorted. 

"Don't be so full of yourself", I roll my eyes at him and look out the window. "And where the hell are we even going?" 

I haven't been paying attention to my surroundings at all. I've been to absorbed in my own thoughts and in how amazing Wonho looks. He's right, I was taking it all in. That doesn't mean he needs to know that. He already has a huge ego to deal with, better not make it worse. The scenery has changed a lot and I have no idea of where we are. 

"We're almost there", he says with a grin plastered across his face. Even while grinning evilly, he looks like a damn model. Can he not? It makes me mad. He's always been so beautiful to look at. Back when we lived in the village, girls couldn't keep their eyes off him. Wonho always received a lot of love letters and confessions. Every Valentine he would get so much candy. He never returned it on White Day, he only gave me some chocolates. Now I know he kind of liked me back then too, but still. It was a nice gesture. The only nice one I ever got. 

"Where is there?" I try again, but he doesn't budge at all. I sigh and look out the window again. It does seem vaguely familiar. I've been here before. A long, long time ago. But why? That's the million dollar question...