Everything I Shouldn't Be Thinking About

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(ALERT! READ THE ENDING A/N ONCE THE CHAPTER ENDS!

Shuddup,dirty minds...

YOU DISGUST ME!

Alright,this is a country song so if you murder me I DON'T CARE!

I DIED FOR MY HOMELAND!

SONG IS NOT MINE AT ALL
IT BELONGS COMPLETELY TO THOMPSON SQUARE.

Also,I had a recent Garmau-Oneshot writing of three different chapters freak out because today was my last day of school and I have extra time on my hands now-

IRL TIME SKIP!

I wrote that yesterday,and never got to post said oneshotThat is why there will be two oneshots today!

Yay!

Okie,I talk too much,

ONWARD  TO CUTENESS!)

Garroth's POV:

Laurence decided to throw a party,which,I'm not much on parties but I live there so...Yeah.

No avoiding that situation.

I was sitting on the couch,bored out of my mind.

But as you might know,there's one thing that solves this problem.

Aphmau.

Yes,I know that's incredibly cheesy,but just thinking about her lights me up inside.

But I shouldn't think that way.

I can't think that way.

She has Aaron.

I just always seem to come back to the same solution.

And it's not just how she looks,it's the things she does.Like how she pops the little cap-like thingys off of soda cans .(OKAY I DO THAT AND DID IT LITERALLY JUST BEFORE WRITING ABOUT IT XD Pls tell meh I'm not teh only one) Or how every time she sits in a chair she swings her legs like a little girl.And how she always has to pick up the pebbles in the gardens at restaurants.It's like all these little things collect together and make Aphmau and her beautiful personality.And I absolutely love it.

I love her.

Nope! Can't do that! She loves Aaron.And, they're practically a match made in heaven.

"Hey,Garroth!" I snapped back into reality to hear what's possibly the most angelic voice I've ever heard.I swear,it could belong to Irene."Oh,hey Aphmau." I smiled weakly.It was no use.I couldn't be happy,no matter how badly I wanted to.It's just painful to see the person you love with someone else.Because when you see them together,holding hands,you realize that...You,you'll never,ever get to be the one that's holding their hand.You won't ever get to feel their soft,small hand in yours.All you get to feel is sadness.Sadness and pain.

"Why so sad?" Aphmau frowned.I shrugged."It's nothing.Just...deep in thought.She tilted her head."Oh?About what?" I looked down,placing my hands together like I was praying."Just about...Things.People.People and things." She sniffled.Was she crying before she came here?"Yeah...I guess you should say I've been thinking about people a lot lately,too." She sniffled again."Well,more so a specific person,not...people in general.Just that person." Her voice cracked as she spoke."A-Are you...Were you crying,before you came here?" I questioned."Y-Yes...Aaron and I...We broke up." The words hit me like a speeding bullet to the chest."You w-what?"  I whisper screamed."Yeah...I don't love him...I never really did,I was just trying to make this guys I like jealous.And I mean,It worked,he just kinda...Distanced me,after I started dating Aaron.I don't know,he was super protective until I guess he either moved on or just completely gave of up on me." I frowned."I'm sorry about your break up anyways.And if that guy gave up on you,he wasn't worth spending your time on in the first place-" Aphmau started yelling."FOR IRENES SAKE GARROTH,IT'S YOU!THE GUY I WAS TRYING TO IMPRESS WAS YOU!THE WHOLE TIME!" I sat there in shock as the whole room turned to face us.

"But you were completely oblivious"

She sat back down.

I had no idea what to do.

But this.

I lifted Aphmau up and sat her in front of me on my lap.I gingerly placed my hands on her shoulders.

Here goes...

I smashed my lips onto hers,blushing no telling how many shades of red.I sat there for a second,waiting for something.Anything,I just needed some response from her.But she did nothing.

...Except for beginning to kiss me back.

Aphmau wrapped her arms around my neck,tangling her hands in my hair.I slowly wrapped my arms around her waist as I tilted my head.We separated when we heard everyone cheering.

"You have absolutely no clue how long I've been waiting for you to do that." Aphmau whispered,tears of joy dripping down her face."And you have no clue how long I've waited for you to let me do that." We laughed.

And everything was perfect.

Because I could finally think about everything I shouldn't be thinking about.

(Yes,I know it was cheesy.

I barely ever write anything that isn't cheesy.

But anyways,

200 FLIPPIN READS?!

ARE JUUS KIDDIN MEH?!

KILLIEH MEH NOW!

IMA GOIN ITALIAN FOR SOME REASON!

YAY

FREAKING OUT ABOUT SOMETHING THATS PROBABLY NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL

BUT IDC

THANK JUU SO MUCHS!)




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