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Serious Talk

Ok so I haven't been that truthful to you guys..............if you haven't realised all my sad posts recently go check them out.

I'll start at the very start, a few days ago it was the anniversary of a death of someone very, very special to me and her name is Justine

If you're confusing why I'm bringing her up you will find out why

So on that exact same day was when a new girl came to my school who looks just like her and I had a panic attack about it

When she tried to say hi to me I screamed and shouted "BITCH!" at her then ran away

I know you may be thinking "wtf you're so mean" but hear me out, I had a panic attack and the girl looked just like her

Justine's death caused me a lot of trauma and depression so I acted on instinct not on will

I felt so bad about it and I got depressed again so I did something stupid.....

I took my scarf and strangled myself for about 5 minutes and then I realised how stupid that was and I stopped

I still feel depressed and I keep crying about it and the suicide attempt that I kept it a secret! I'm sorry I'm a horrible person I really am.............I understand if you wanna send hate I don't care I deserve it.