KanamexZero

Party Crashers

Guys I would just like to take a moment to reference back to my first chapter of this story and how shitty it was but you guys still read this shitty story and do yOU SEE HOW MANY VEIWS LIKE WHAT and I'm super thankful for you guys even though I completely neglect you. Okay.

Normally, I wouldn't mind having to patrol during the time of the ball but this time was different. It was different because the person that made me smile when I just thought about them was inside, dancing without me. It was different because the only person I wanted to be with was away from me. Sure I could go inside, but if something were to happen I would never forgive myself.

Thinking about all the crazy and nearly impossible to happen, I was unaware that someone was slowly walking up beside me. Until they nudged me and made a hissing noise. "Hey," they whispered. "Go inside, I'll cover you for a few minutes just don't take to long." Yukki said with a small smile and nod of encouragement. I was about to shake her off and stay out but she looked at me sternly. "Uh-uh. You are going in there. I already told Kaname you would." I sighed and thanked her, checking my appearance in the glass before entering the doors.

I glanced around a bit to see if I could spot him, but I couldn't. I walked a little further out into the dance floor and stopped when I realized everyone was off to the side leaving a wide space around for someone to dance. They were all looking at me, and I noticed someone walking towards me. I was afraid that this was some kind of prank. But then I finally looked at the person in front of me, taking in his ravishing appearance with him in a black suit and a tie that had an oddly strange color.

"Say, that tie wouldn't have been made to match the color of my e-"

"Would you give the honor of this dance?" He said quickly, making me smirk a bit at the answer of his tie matching my eye color. I took a deep breath and nodded, taking his hand and letting him lead me out into the middle of the room. I looked around at all of the people, but he turned my face towards him. "Keep your eyes on me. I know that there are a lot of people here and they just so happen to be staring at you. I find it easier to focus on the most captivating thing, so I stare at you. Find something to captivate you while dancing." He said.

Then the music started playing, but I couldn't hear that. I could hear the soft, low humming of Kaname as we danced, almost like when we dancing in the moonlight a week before. It was almost as if we were waltzing together by ourselves with nothing but the moon to light our faces and show us the way of our feet. If I had my way, I would've laid my head on his shoulder, but I didn't. We were putting on a show for everyone else. I never broke eye contact with him, and I felt so many things when I watched his eyes.

Soon, the music stopped and our dance did as well. Claps were heard, but barely as he cupped my cheek lightly and leaned in. I closed my eyes and waited for him to kiss me but he stopped and I heard gasps. I opened my eyes and looked around, seeing what everyone else did. They were all bowing, all except Kaname and myself. They were looking, more like glaring at us and he pulled himself away from me. I sighed and waited for whatever it was to happen.

"Lord Kaname, how nice to see you." The oldest of the board said. He was the leader of all things it seemed, of the new world government and the vampires. "I apologize for intruding on your grand ball, but I had to come tell you this important information as soon as possible." He said, causing most of us to become intrigued.

"And what information might that be, your highness?" Kaname asked.

"Well, it seems as if we as a whole has come to the conclusion that you will be the new head of board and take over my place. It will be in effect immediately of course, but there is one condition." He added.

"I beg your pardon?"

"That condition, is," he paused to look around. "You must end your 'relationship' with that boy in order to take over as head of the board." He said sternly. Kaname stiffened. He started to open his mouth, to say something but it wouldn't come out. He was a stuttering mess and I couldn't take it. I set my hand on his shoulder gently, smiling a soft, small, and sad smile.

"It's okay. I understand. This is important to you, and I have nothing to offer you anyway. You belong there, as the head of the board." I looked away from him with my smile forced on as well as possible and so I wouldn't break down I clenched my jaw. And then something happened that no one had ever seen in my lifetime and anyone else's at that. A tear slipped down my cheek. "Go, I don't need to be pitied by you. Goodbye, lord Kaname." And then I walked out.

I walked out into the bitter cold. I walked until I didn't know where I was, and walked some more. I walked until I was sure that I was nowhere near the school anymore and that I would have to wait until daylight to go back. And then I just stopped. I stopped and I screamed. I screamed and cried and pounded the ground with my first. My tears fell like rain, raining on the surface of the desert. It was pointless, but it was needed. Tears were foreign to me, the pain I was feeling was foreign.

"Why am I so fucking stupid? I knew something was going to happen. I knew it was too good to be true. I didn't deserve someone like that. He deserves so much better than me. I'm worthless. I have nothing to give. There, he can find a wife, a woman who can give him a normal life with children he can raise up, a son that can take his place when he gets to old. And I'm sitting here in the middle of the woods talking to myself like a lunatic oh my god get it together!" I yelled at myself.

I grabbed two fistfuls of hair with my own two fists and sat there, crying. Eventually I became too tired to do anything other sit there and stare blankly at the ground. And not too long after that, I found myself asleep on the ground, a broken mess and fool that I had made myself.

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