Wrecked [CaKe Fanfic/Cara & Kendall]

Chapter 45

Kendall's POV

I took a deep breath and my heart started beating rapidly, I avoided telling my past to others cause I didn't want to remember it. My past was, let's just say, wrecking. But, as Cara said, she's here for me. I fully believe her, and she's actually the only person who will be knowing about my past, other than Gigi who i've already told my past to, the moment we became close friends.

I was about 13 years old, first year high school and my sister, Kylie was 12, middle school. We studied in a co-educational school. So that meant, boys and girls. Kylie had a lot of crushes, like when I say a lot, I mean thousands. I had one, and that wasn't odd, until you realize I wasn't crushing on a guy. I was crushing on a girl. Kylie didn't know, only my best friend, Gigi knew. She didn't care cause she told me she accepted me, no matter what I am. I had a crush on an average high school girl. She wasn't popular or anything, in fact she was boring. Well, that's what others refer to as people who read books during breaks, wearing big circular glasses. Her name was Lauren Perez, I had a huge crush on her. Before I even told Gigi, she figured it out because every lunch time I would ask Gigi to go with me to the library after we ate just to see Lauren, there in one corner, reading a book with her legs crossed and her glasses planted on the bridge of her nose. In the library, i'd always take the table nearest to Lauren's and i'd just watch her read the whole time until the bell rang. One day, Gigi was talking to me and I just ignored her not paying any attention to anything she was saying. Gigi noticed that I wasn't listening to her neither looking at her, so she looked at my eyes, figuring out what was distracting me. This led her to look behind her, seeing Lauren, so now she knew and she'd tease me each and everyday after that incident. I hadn't finished and Cara asked me a question.

"Do you still remember how she looked like?"

"Ummm, yeah." I replied, thinking of Lauren's face. "A teeny bit." I added.

"Continue." Cara simply said, resting her chin on her knuckles. Paying attention to me.

I turned 15 and I moved to third year high school. Lauren wasn't hanging by herself in the library every lunch time anymore. In fact, I never saw her again after my second year. It made me sad, but soon after I had forgotten her, but my feelings for her never changed.

Every year we have this summer fair at school where there would be fun activities under the hot sun and the past years I haven't been going. But, when I was already 16, I really wanted to go. So I called Gigi the day before and told her about it and that i'll be going, so Gigi agreed to come with me. Kylie must've heard me over the phone cause after I ended the call with Gigi, Kylie asked me if she could go with us. I agreed after she kept begging, saying that her friend, Jordyn couldn't go.

Flashback

The day came and I wore a simple outfit, allowing fresh air to touch my skin and the hot sun to graze it. I picked Gigi up from her house and we drove straight to school with Kylie at the backseat and Gigi, shotgun. When we arrived, Gigi wanted to grab a snow cone from inside the campus and Kylie liked the idea, so they both grabbed snow cones while I waited for them to come back out under the sun. I looked for a seat but obviously there was none. So I sat on a handle bar near the exit. Surprisingly, Lauren came to the summer fair. I spotted her straight away from where I was sitting. She changed a lot. She was not the same old boring Lauren. In fact she was hanging out with the popular kids. Plus not only her personality changed, she was hot. She wasn't scrawny like before, she was slim and fit. She wore a flower crown on her head, a white lace hanging crop top showing her perfectly toned stomach, a mini denim skirt showing her gorgeous tanned legs and white sneakers. God, I didn't even notice that I was staring at her for so long until I saw her looking back at me, giving me a smile. Before I could even flash her back a smile, she told her friends something and they all nodded, making her walk over to where I was at. I swallowed the lump that was created on my throat as she walked over to me.