prose; bts

1.12

"do you know how mad i am?"
"i know."
"i shouldn't be here-talking to you."
"just hear me out,"

i glare at you
you were afraid
and you always were

even if you were a year older than me. you were always afraid of my eyes, no matter how innocent i looked.

"explain yourself, kim taehyung."

and you did.

you didn't mean to slap jiyeo. because you loved her, like how you loved me before.

you were drunk
kissed a few girls
i was so close to punching you
so close to breaking your jaw

but in the end, looking at your eyes.

you were sorry,
a tear sliding down proves it.
and i softened at the sight
for i couldn't bear the scene of you crying.

i couldn't endure the scene of my half brother crying in front of me

i told you to stop crying
and you didn't.
i went around to sit beside you
and hugged you to calm down

"you're so careless sometimes," i whisper in your hair

and i felt your sad smile on my neck.

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the plot is starting to unfold itself :D things might get really confusing, that's what i'm going for but i'll try to explain things in the way. so look forward to the special chapters regarding in each of the characters view point!

thank you for taking the time in reading this! i'm so happy and i really appreciate it!