⭐Star-Crossed Lovers⭐||A Laurmau Fanfiction

Ch.2||Can Never Love Again||

This soundtrack makes me cry...help...where dem tissues at!? 😭😭😭 I will have it at the top whenever something sad happens...which is like every chapter XD Jk. Also do u guys watch this anime? I do! It's cute. So I hope you enjoy!

~Kitty

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"Being someone's first love may be great, but being their last is beyond perfect."
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I was at the central park in the middle of Phoenix Drop city. I stood at the top of the bridge looking into the stream below me. It brought back memories. This was the spot where Aaron first kissed me. I remember exactly what he said. "I love you, Aphmau. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know this is blunt but...will you go out with me?" I remember saying "yes" to him immediately. I just want him next to me again. I want to hold his hand again, I want to hug him again, I want to kiss him again! Because I love him. Or at least I did...Aaron is gone now.

I looked at the necklace he gave to me on my 16th birthday. I grasped onto it sightly while smiling.

"I want you back..." I said quietly.

"But I'm still here." Said a voice.

I turned and saw a familiar figure. It was a man about my age. He had black hair and black eyes.

Aaron!?

I was speechless. I smiled big and ran up to hug him. He smiled and reached his arms out to me.

But I didn't get what I expected. My arms when right through him. I looked up and saw he wasn't there anymore.

It was all in my head...

How stupid am I!?

"ARGH!"

Out of anger, I threw my necklace into the river without a care in the world. It took a moment to realize that that was Aaron's gift to me.

My only memory of him.

My eyes widened and I franticly looked at the river to see if it was there. I saw no sign of it. I ran down the bridge and ran into the water searching for my necklace. It was hopeless. The necklace was gone. Tears slid down my face.

"Aaron..." I said through tears.

I want him back. And there is only one way to be reunited with him. If I join him. If I kill myself, then I can be with him again. And I'd be happy. No one likes me anyway, right? So It'll be fine!

I reached from my pocket a sharp pen. If I slit my wrists, I'm sure to die soon!

See you soon, Aaron.

I pressed the button of the pen and then the led thing shot out.

I pressed it against my wrist and slit it. But not hard enough. I clutched onto my bleeding wrist and shrieked in pain.

"Just get it over with!" I shouted. I decided to do the same to the other side. I raised up my hand ready to end my life until a voice stopped me.

"Aphmau?"

Darn it!

The voice didn't sound familiar. I turned around to see who it was. He was a man with blond hair and blue eyes. Oh yeah, one of those guys from school. But how did he know my name?

I put my arms behind my back so he couldn't see that I was bleeding.

"O-Oh, um...Garroth, right?" I asked.

"Yeah. Are you okay? I heard you scream."

"U-Uh..." I quickly thought of something to say, "Cockroach."

"But you're in tears. Did something happen?"

"N-No...And why do you care? And how do you even know my name?" He blushed slightly.

"Oh you're just...in a few of my classes. And I care because I don't think anyone deserves to be crying. You can tell me what's up, I'll listen."

"J-Just..." I sighed. "S-Someone close to me passed away."

"O-Oh I see...I'm sorry for your loss." He said.

"Yeah...And I haven't been taking it easily..." My voice was full of sadness as I looked at the ground.

"Oh. That makes sense why you look depressed in class. But hey, it'll be fine." He walked over and sat next to me. But I think he saw my wrists..."Oh my Irene! Were you...cutting yourself!?"

"U-Um...yes...No one cares so...i thought I should just...I don't know." I said with tears in my eyes.

"I care. And don't you have friends and family to discus this with?"

"N-No...I have no friends and my mom drinks and doesn't care about me..."

"I'll be your friend." I looked at him confused.

Why would a guy like him want to be friends with me?

"B-But...why? No one has wanted to be my friend before...beside Aaron." I said the last part quietly.

"Well you seem like you need one. So...I'll be happy to be your friend." He slightly blushed again. Again with the blushing! Why is he blushing!? It must be a shy thing I guess...unless he...never mind.

"Well, I have some things to do. I guess I'll see you tomorrow." He said as he walked away.

Weird. I've never made a friend before. Well, besides....yeah. But he was more than a friend.

I just wish everyone would just accept me as I am. Everyone sees me as dorky weirdo. But I'm not like that....well, I lied. I am like that. But I'm more than that. Aaron saw me for who I really was. But why can't other people see it?

But what does it matter? I'm just ignored anyway....

I hope it wont always be that way.

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