Eva's POV
September 3, 2017
Today was my last day as Bryson's assistant and all of my work family were coming down and having dinner with me. I was looking forward to seeing all of my friends tonight but there was one person I didn't even want to breathe around and that was Bryson. I wasn't going to let him know I found the items just yet but he was bound to find out.
I don't understand what I was doing to make him cheat but I don't think I cared to find out. All I know is that he's going to pay.
I was in deep thought when I heard my door bell going off. I got up from the couch and answered the door, luckily it was Calvin.
"Ooh girl you looking cute tonight" he smiled.
"Thank you".
"So where is Bryson cheating ass at? I got words for him".
"He's not here yet. Please don't say anything to him I'm already trying to keep Alex from going off on him, I already know how I'm going to handle it so please just leave it alone".
"Eva you're my girl I don't understand how you want me to be cool about this cheating situation. You've done nothing to him that'll make him mad or do something stupid like that. He don't need the cookies every night".
"I understand Cal but just let it go. Just let it go for me please" I begged almost in tears.
"You're like a sister to me Eva like for real I don't accept that. I love you so much and to see you hurt is fucking with me and you know how I am when something is fucking with me".
"Just- please let it go. I can take care of it".
"If you don't take care of it Eva than I will period".
"Okay".
The door bell rang and I opened it to see Alex. Shit! She nearly barged through the door.
"Where he at? Bryson! Bryson bring yo ole exchange singing ass down stairs" she yelled.
"He's not here yet-".
"What you mean he ain't here yet. Call him. Matter of fact let me call him Eva".
"No. Alex calm down. I got this I don't need you fighting. Being nice and falling into his trap is apart of my plan".
"What?".
"He thinks I don't know so therefore he won't tell me and I'll keep pretending until its time to let it out and when I do believe me he'll be picking his jaw off the floor".
"Alright girl. I'll let go this time but next time I'm beating that ass".
The door bell rang and I opened it and It couldn't have been a better time for him to be here. He kissed my lips and I didn't decline. I actually flirted back, kissing him and grabbing on his belt buckle; oh I was playing the role of a backstabber but I was totally okay with it.
Alex and Calvin stood there and watched.
"Mmm after dinner I want you to make love to me, tell me I'm yours" I smiled, watching him fall into my trap as he thought I was falling into his.
I sucked on his neck when Alex cleared her throat "Can y'all do that somewhere else" she said through gritted teeth. I licked his ear and walked away, winking at Alex and Calvin who stood there dumb founded.
The doorbell kept ringing and ringing but I ignored it, letting Alex get it every time. I stood against the counter with a glass of red wine staring at Bryson from across the room, occasionally he would mouth to me wait til we get upstairs and I would lick my lips, acting like I wanted him so badly when all I wanted to do was get his ass back.
Moments later I was setting the table when Jordan grabbed a plate and set it on the table. "You do know that I'm going to miss you right".
"I'm going to miss you too Jay. You're the one that gave me this opportunity in the first place. Although I had my interview with Tiller you gave him my name and for that I thank you. Without you I don't know where I would be to be honest. You helped me become a better women, you taught me to be brave. I'm glad you took me under your wing. Even though we don't see each other much anymore the love goes deeper than this and I could go on and on about that but I choose to keep it simple, thank you Jordan".
"I know sweet heart. I know being homeless was hard and therefore I gave you an opportunity and you ran with it and I appreciate you not giving up and saying fuck it I can't do it. I love you like my own E and you know you can ask me for whatever you need".
"There's still so much that I need to tell my family you know. My mom and sister thinks that the house I claimed was mine, when it wasn't. I lied to my sister about my ex and i even wrote the fake letter just to get her attention that I needed to escape. My family had no clue I was homeless they thought that I was doing well and I couldn't tell my mom that. Even though my mom said she was going to cut my card that was months before I became homeless. Jay you helped me through the storm, letting me borrow your clothes to wear to work because I couldn't afford anything. Just a year ago I was sleeping in the subway station downtown and now I'm living in a two story home with two car garages and about to buy a house in Stanford. I couldn't have done that without you Jordan".
"I know baby girl. Your about to have me crying in here. We've been through a lot. I also can see how hurt you are. I don't know what exactly is hurting you and you don't have to tell me but all I can say is solve it and move on".
"I will. Thanks Jay".
I made an announcement for everyone to come to the table and we blessed the food and ate.
Everyone was chatting and I played the role of a backstabber just laughing it up with Bryson and cracking jokes, boy he didn't know what was coming to him.
"So I thought I'd make a toast" Bryson got up and looked at me. I wanted his ass to sit down but he didn't.
"Its been a year since I've known my beautiful assistant and girlfriend Eva Carson. Eva has been supporting me with my music and life outside of the music. Eva has inspired me and I wouldn't do anything to hurt her. Every time I see you baby I just want to hold you and never let you go. Last month we would have been expecting a baby girl together but sadly things happened and we couldn't have her. Besides the storm, we've been through so much. Lies, the stupid arguments, the bullshit I put her through at work and the bullshit I put her through after work, but all through that she's loved me unconditionally and I thank her. I thank you for being the amazing women and just believing in me. I love you Eva Leigh-Anne Carson".
I got up from my chair like everyone else and clicked my glass against everyone's and smiled like I truly cared about that shitty ass speech he's probably been going over for two days. I wasn't about to play no games with his ass he was about to know not to fuck with me no more.
I finished my food and observed everything around me. Alex was fake smiling trying not to go off and Calvin was flirting with Andrey, one of the CEO's of RCA. Jordan was observing me from the side like I couldn't see, and Everyone else was putting on fake ass smiles like they enjoyed this dinner party, well that's at least what I was doing.
It was getting late and everyone left and now it was me and Tiller. He was exactly where I wanted him.
"Let me just finish these last couple of dishes and I can show you how much I appreciated that speech" I lied.
Moments later I was upstairs gripping the sheets.
"Mmm just like that baby!" I screamed. All of this felt so fake, and I was so uncomfortable but I had to keep playing this role like I was stupid.
He smacked my ass and I started throwing it back. I faked my orgasm and lied down next to him, making sure he wasn't going to cum.
"Damn you tapped out first round Eve. What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing. You just knew how to get me cumming" I lied once again.
I kissed his lips and turned over to my side. I couldn't even look at him I was so irritated, I hated doing this to him but I'm not going to keep being his bitch. I just couldn't.
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