Bryson's POV
"Just stay a little longer, I need you here with me".
"I have to get back. I have interviews and photo shoots and meetings. I have my daughter waiting at home for me babe".
For the last couple of days I've been doing shows and then I'll come to Ashley's house and we'd fuck. For the first night it was cool until it started happening repeatedly. I was glad it was Thursday and I was going home, home to my daughter.
"Can I come with you. I'll meet your daughter, I know she'll love me babe". I froze, completely. Meet my daughter.
"No I'm not going to let you meet my baby, I know we're together but no". Ashley looked dumb founded, like what I said was a crime.
"Bryson are you ashamed of me".
Those words rotated in my head. I wanted to tell her yes, because it was the truth but I told her no. How do you tell a women your ashamed of her?
I was only fucking this girl and to introduce her to my baby girl was unacceptable, I knew my boundaries.
"I have to go babe okay. I'll call you when I land" I told her.
"Alright, have a safe trip. I love you baby" she said planting a kiss on my lips. I walked out the door and into my car where Ron was.
"Another wild night huh! Have you talked to ya wifey at home with ya child" he spoke. I shook my head.
"Nah man I haven't talked to them yet, and Eva isn't my wifey bruh" I laughed. I sounded so stupid saying that. I wanted Eva to be my wife and the mother of my child but I'm not what she wants; or deserves. I can admit I was being a player but I'm a man, I can't help it; women are my weakness.
"When you gon stop fucking up and fucking around B. You got a bad ass women as your assistant who loves you and you over here creepin. I know y'all ain't together but damn man somebody gon snatch her up, then you gon be looking crazy. I'm just saying bruh, take my advice I know, I've been there before".
"I know I know. I tell myself to stop all the time but then I see Ashley and I go right back to the old me".
"Alright man do you, if you think Eva ain't gon leave you, you mistaken. I was out in the town the other day and the niggas was talking about how bad she is, Bryson you ain't the only one that wants her, my thing is you can get her; she will give you her all but you go back to some chick you just met, you don't understand niggas are out for her, I know a nigga that knows how to treat a lady and he wants her; you think she ain't gon leave this shit right here for him, then you crazy, if it ain't for a nigga then it's for something better for her" he said. I was completely pissed off at this moment.
"You don't understand Ron. You don't understand how hard this life is. You're not me. You don't go outside and see a crowd of people screaming your name. You don't have a million and one women pouring their hearts to you. I don't know whose really here for me, or who has my best interest at heart. All I can do is learn".
"So your way of learning is by fucking women and then leaving em. Listen to yourself Tiller, you sound ridiculous" he told me.
"You know what just leave it alone fuck it! Why the fuck you all up in my business or my life for" I yelled. I was tired of him telling me all of this bullshit like I cared..
"I ain't trying to be all in ya business my nigga all I'm saying is watch ya self. I see how you be all up on her at work but then you get out in public and act like ya shit don't stank. When a nigga start diggin her don't run to me, I don't know shit remember".
