Uneasy

Dont you know Better

Lunchtime..

Daniya's POV
Have you ever felt like life just wasn't  for you? Like you had bad luck? Or maybe just uneasy ? I feel this all at once and then I get a rage. I can't think straight. This is where I lose it. This is where I get that rage.

Look at him just laughing and having a good time with his friends like he didn't put me in the hospital or get another girl pregnant when he's suppose to be my boyfriend.

"Jaylen you luh bitch get the fuck up!" I yell across the room. People begin to stare but I really don't care.

"What ?" He asked standing up.

"You heard me , I ain gon set nobody out but just know I know." I said walking up to him.

"Girl what the fuck you talm bout get out my face wit allat before I break yo fucking jaw in." He said.

I just couldn't hold it in so I slapped him as hard as I could... Big mistake.

He punched me so hard I didn't realize I had hit the floor.

I looked up and I saw Keshawn just push him and start punching him and he didn't stop until a guard grabbed him and snatched him into the hallway.

Some unknown girl helped me up. "Why would Keshawn do that?" I thought. I thought he hated me.

For the rest of the day I couldn't stop thinking about why he would help me.

The only thing I kept thinking was "He still loves me."

I don't know why but I just had to see him. I just had to talk towelcomeI walked straight to his house after school. Took me about thirty minutes to get the courage to knock on the door.

Luckily Kaya answered or maybe it wasn't any luck no matter opened the door because as far I had known they all hated me.

"What you want?" She asked.

"I need to see Keshawn." I said nervously.

"Keshawn don't wanna see you so bye." She replied beginning to close the door.

I stopped it with my hand. "Keshawn!" I yelled.

"Bitch he don't want you ...I don't want you here just leave us alone." Kaya said shaking her head.

A tear fell down my cheek. I had really lost the people that really cared for me. I sat on the porch for a minute and cried my eyes out...then I figured it was time to move on.

"What are you doing here?"I heard someone say as I began to walk off.

I turned to see Keshawn standing in the doorway. I quickly wiped my face.

"I came to talk to you." I said.

He close the door behind him and stepped onto the porch.

"If its about today, There's no need to talk about it ..You wanna thank me...you don't need to." He said harshly.

I looked to the ground as he glared at me for a minute then headed towards the door but then suddenly he stopped.

"I just gotta know though why me Niya, why would you cheat on me after all Ive done ..After I loved you like you one the only girl in the world?" He asked. I was speechless because I didn't know why myself, I had never thought about it.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Sometimes being sorry isn't enough."He replied.

"But loving you is." I responded.

He paused as if he were in mid thought then spoke. "I love-d you." He said.

"No you still do." Daniya said tearing up. Keshawn shook his head no as he looked at the ground.

I walked up to him slowly. For a second it felt like we were the only two people in the world. Then he looked up at me. We kissed like we had never broken apart I didn't want it to end . I was in the moment.

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"The fuck is you doing on my girl." Someone yelled causing Daniya and Keshawn to stop there passionate kiss.

"Jaylen?" Daniya mumbled in shock.

He charged towards Daniya and yanked her by her arm with a tight grip.
"Aye nigga she was yours but she's mine now so leave her alone before I-" Keshawn cut Jaylen off.

"Before you what cuz Imma let you have it luh bitch." Keshawn said harshly.

Jaylen grew silent. "Yeah whatever just stat away from her." He said stepping off the porch.

Daniya began to rub the red mark Jaylen had just placed on her arm.

"Daniya look what the fuck he do to you, I should beat his ass but I'm trying just come back home..With me." Keshawn begged.

"You gon go with him?" Jaylen asked tightening his fist.

Daniya stared at his fist then at Keshawn.

"Don't be scared of this nigga ,I'm right here ." Keshawn said.

"Go ahead go with him." Jaylen said gritting his teeth.

"I'm sorry, Keshawn I can't." Daniya said.

Keshawn grew a feeling of what Daniya felt before, RAGE.

"That's it Niya, If you leave don't come back because I won't love you anymore." He said.

"I'm sorry." Daniya replied before quickly walking to Jaylen's car.

Jaylen smirked at Keshawn for a second then walked to the drivers seat. "Once my bitch always MY bitch." He said before getting in and driving off.

"What have I gotten myself into?" Daniya thought. She wanted to cry but she didn't want to give Jaylen a reason to hit her. But she didn't need one. He was gonna deal with her as soon as they got to his house. And she could tell by the anger in his face.

"I'm only 16 and I'm already living like my mother... In Fear."

To Be Continued...