Chapter four -

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Nialls P.O.V

It was weird how my anger flared up around her, everything about her made my blood boil, yet i found myself wanting her as some sort of possession? Your fucked up Niall, you really are mate.

''Why did you follow me?'' She asked, breaking the silence in the car ride, thank fuck, the tension was draining me. I didn't dare look at her so i continued my stare out the window thinking of a suitable answer for her, then realizing no matter what i said she would just twist and grind down to her own little sentence she would much rather hear. She was so..annoyingly good at it, I'm surprised i haven't just given up yet, i really am.

Sighing i answered, hoping she might get the point i was trying to get across to her, ''Because your not the only one thats stupid,''

She didn't reply to me after that, thank god, i was expecting some sarcastic remark from her or at least an eye roll, but her reflection in the glass said differently, she just looked at me for a moment before returning to her before position staring straight in front of her. For a moment I'm sure i almost saw hurt in her eyes. But, i was looking through fogged glass due to the rain now beginning to drizzle down, so i could have been easily mistaken. Why should i care anyway, I tried, i failed, now i want to go home and whine about it without have anyone judge me, maybe even through a few punches to furniture or walls, what was so wrong with that? Fuck sake Niall everything was wrong with that, you cant just give up on her. Shes too important.

My head was right in some weird way, why was she so special? She was a girl. Just  a fucking girl, I've had plenty before, shes no different. Well there's the fact she's the first to run away from you or be standoffish against you moron. Fuck off brain i didn't ask you.

As i had a silent argument with my conscience i hadn't realized the car had stopped until i noticed Cassie undoing her seat belt and stepping out the car, I turned to her and watched her walk away, unable to speak. Well this went well.

I watched carefully as she entered the building before telling Mark to drive off. Getting out my phone i dialed the only number that i knew would be awake at this time. Harry.

After three rings he answered.

''Where the fuck did you go mate?''

''That girl, Cassie i took her back, we kissed, we talked, we argued, she ran away, i saved her from falling down the stairs, me and mark drove her home, now I'm fucking clueless on what i do next,'' I sighed, using my spare hand to rub my face as i thought.

''Well, well well, Niall, weve found someone then?'' Harry provocked, only causing my jaw to clench at how calm and amused he could be. ''So you didnt have sex?''

''No I'm not a one night stand guy you know that, i just hate her. Everything about her its like she twists me into a possessive prick that becomes only focused on one thing and that's her, its fucking annoying,'' I gritted me teeth as i spoke, infuriated by the thought of her turning me down and i still find myself wanting her. What a bitch.

''Niall, its obvious you twat, you like her, don't deny it either, I'm not stupid. Think about it for a minute, when have you ever chased a girl so hard before in  a matter of one night? You've known her for what? Five hours and your already acting like your dating her, so stop lying to yourself and embrace the fact that maybe, your both as fucked up as each over with this situation and therefore meant to be, now are you coming mine for a beer or what?''

Fucking dick, i hated it when he was right.

''Yea, I'm on my way,'' I hung up before telling Mark to head to Harry's and take tomorrow off as a thank you for driving so late.

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