Fallen For Harry Styles

Chapter 94

Harrys POV

After the talk Mia and I had I didn't fly back to England, I'm in California in my own home. I've been here for a month now, already, since I last saw her. I really hope she hasn't given up on me. I would die if I lost her for good. I need her in my life and I'm not going anywhere. I'll wait forever if I have to.

I sit out back on my deck looking out into the city. It's peaceful. There's just one thing missing........her.

I sigh.

I need to come up with something huge, an idea to not only get Mia back but to keep her, always and forever.

My mom's called me numerous times, my sister too. I've texted Gemma awhile back to let her know I'm fine and that I just want to be alone for alittle while. Every now and then I'll receive a text from Liam asking how I'm doing and if I've talked to Mia at all. I'm starting to think he misses her just as much as I do I mean they were surprisingly close.

I wish I knew what she was doing right now. I miss hearing her voice. I miss staring into her beautiful eyes. I miss her smile and laugh. Though I miss it more when she made me laugh and smile all the time and poked my dimples.

My phone rings interrupting my thoughts. It's Jazmine.

"Hey Jazmine is everything ok?"

"Hey Harry. Yeah everything is fine. I just wanted to call and see how you were doing?"

"Well...." I let out a deep breath. ".....to be honest, shitty. How's Mia? Is she ok?"

"I guess. She hasn't really talked much, about anything really."

"Did she........tell you that I was there a month ago?"

"Yeah. She told me everything."

"Even that asshole Jake?"

"Yeah." She whispers. "Harry you should've seen her face the next day. It was swollen."

My body stiffens. Anger slowly builds through me.

"I knew it would. It was already getting worse when I first saw it. I should've killed him when I had the chance. I can't believe he hit her again!"

I gasp. Shit. She wasn't supposed to know that.

"I meant-"

"Harry I know. Mia told me about the first time he hit her."

"She did huh." My voice low. "Did she say anything else? About what we talked about? Is she still.......thinking about things?"

It's quiet on the other end. I check my phone to see if I accidentally hung up on her.

Nope still there.

"Jazmine? You still there?"

"Uh, yeah. Yeah I'm here."

"What's wrong Jazmine? What did Mia say?"

She sighs.

"I don't know if-"

"Please Jazmine? I need to know. I need to know if she still loves me, still wants me."

"Harry, she loves you more than anything in the world. She said you're everything she's ever wanted."

"So then that's good right? She wants me back? Is she coming out here?"

My excitement gets the best of me.

"I don't......." She sighs. "I don't think you'll hear from her, again."

"What?" I breathe. "What do you........what do you mean I might not hear from her again?"

My heart, I swear, stopped beating for a few seconds. Mia doesn't want to talk to me anymore? Has she......has she given up on me?

"Harry? Harry are you still there?"

"Yeah." My voice cracks. I swallow a huge knot in my throat. "I'm still here."

"I'm sorry Harry. I tried to get her to come back to you. She's afraid that when you guys go back on tour that you'll find someone better than her, someone who could care for you and love you more than she did."

"What?"

"She's also afraid that something down the road will happen again and you won't tell her about it."

"That'll never happen because I love her!"

Shit.

"I'm sorry Jazmine. I didn't mean to shout at you." I run my fingers through my hair. "I understand why she would think that but it's not true. I don't want anyone else. I fell in love with Mia for a reason. She saw through me. She slowly broke down my walls by making me the happiest person in the world. She made me laugh all the time, never was a dull moment. Every time she would make me smile she'd poke my dimples."

I smile at the memory.

"When she told me she loved me I knew that.........that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life. I fell for her first, believe it or not. The first time I saw her, the way we gazed into each others eyes, that's the first time I actually smiled, I mean really truly smile. I felt like I already somehow knew her, it was just a matter of time before she would walk into my life. I still wear the necklace she got me for christmas."

I hear sniffles on the other end of the phone.

"Jazmine? You ok? Why are you crying?"

"I'm sorry. It's just I wish that....." She sniffles again. ".......that Mia could realize how much you truly love her and want to be with her."

"Me too. Trust me. I'm not giving up on her. I'll fight for her and I will continue to fight for her until she's mine again."

"You know the other day she bought me tickets to the 5sos concert next month in philly."

"Oh yeah its your birthday coming up isn't it? That's awesome. Is she going with you?"

"I don't know. She's debating I guess. If she doesn't then my mom will but I'd rather Mia go than my mom to be honest hahaha."

"Hahaha. I'm sure Mia will go. She had fun the last time when she went with Gemma."

"Yeah. I guess we'll see. Well I'm going to get off here. I missed you so I had to call and make sure you were ok."

I smile.

"I miss you too Jazmine. Thank you for calling. You know you're more than welcome to call me any time. Oh, um could you possibly do me one favor?"

"Sure what's up?"

"Tell Mia that I love her and I'm not giving up on her."

"I will. Talk to you later."

"Bye."

You know, I think I just came up with an idea on how to get Mia back. I'm going to have to ask for a favor.

I'm ready.

I'm ready for this.

I call Liam real quick and see what he's up to.

"Styles!"

"Hey Liam. How are you man?"

"I'm good, just sitting here with Louis and Niall watching some tv."

"That's cool. Anyway I uh, I came up with an idea on how to get Mia back. I need you to do something for me."

"Sure man anything. What's up?"

"You think you could call Ashton? There's something I need him to do for me."