Chapter Sixteen

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The last three days of heat were awful. Black refused to let me out of our room at my old pack and all we did was lay around. I even gained five pounds. And I'm a werewolf. Now I'm in the pack gym at Black's pack running on the treadmill.

"I blame you Black. I've gained like five pounds in those three days alone from you." I say glaring slightly at him.

"But you loved those three days." he says and winked at me. I just glared and turned my head away from him. The treadmill suddenly stopped and I nearly fell but Black caught me.

"Your cute." He says lifting me up so I'd wrap my legs around his waist.

"And your mean." I say folding my arms over my chest and turning my head away from him again.

"No. Yesterday, according to you, I was 'your smexy man.' I don't know the meaning of smexy but I'm hoping it's all good things." He says and I roll my eyes while blushing and slightly moving since I felt like I was falling a little.

"It means smelly and sexy" I tease and he glares.

"Your making me sick Black." I say holding my stomach when it rolls in a funny way.

"Me talking about our love making is sickening? Really feeling the love here kitten." He says feigning hurt.

"No really." I say climbing out of his arms waiting to see if I'd actually follow through with the feeling of vomiting. I rush to the mini garbage can and throw up into the small bag lining the can. I could feel Black pull back my hair and reach around to rub my moody stomach.

"Kitten. That's the third time today." He says sternly.

"You heard this morning?" I ask surprised.

"Yes but you were so careful about getting out of my arms at two and seven this morning I knew you didn't want me to know so I pretended I was still asleep." He says and I groan.

"Don't even say anything then. Just leave me alone. It's a stomach bug, nothing to freak out about." I say and he lifts me into his arms easily.

"Actually I don't think it is. Normally you loose weight when your sick. Not gain it. And like you said before. You've gained five pounds. That's not normal for a werewolf in three days kitten." He says and I roll my eyes.

"What's your next thought Black? I'm pregnant?" I say glaring at him and he shrugs.

"No." I say defiantly and shake my head.

"No." I say again and he looks a little hurt.

"Would it be that's bad to have my pups?" He asks and I feel a little bad.

"No. It's just. If I were actually pregnant I wouldn't be ready. I don't know the 'meaning' of motherhood or the first thing about it. I don't know what to do or how I should react. I don't know how to change a diaper, ok that's a lie. I do know how to change a diaper. But I'm scared. What if I am and I'm a bad mother." He shifts me in his arms so I'm straddling his waist again.

"What if I drown my baby while I'm giving it its first bath. Or I drop it. Omg what if I drop it." I drop my head on his shoulder.

"I'd feel so horrible." I groan and he chuckles and pulls my head from his shoulder to kiss me. I kiss back quickly and pull away just as fast remembering I just threw up.

"Hey. I wasn't done there." He growls playfully.

"Black. I just threw up." I say and he rolls his eyes and kisses me again.

"Dogs mouths are the cleanest." He says through the mind link still kissing me. I mentally scuff at him.

'I'm not a dog. I'm a wolf. There's a difference buddy.' My wolf argues in our link and Black pulls away chuckling.

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