This gaping wound in me won't heal
it keeps growing and growing
I'm a shell of who i was
or who i thought i was
emptiness fills me
pressing down on my chest
making it hard to breathe
Why do i feel this way?
Deadly combination of loneliness,
emptiness and sadness
I don't feel anything sometimes.
I walk around like a zombie
with no emotions
I give up trying
I wish this wound would heal
Sometimes crying makes it better
and other times doesn't
