Young Love

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Isang linggo na rin ang nakalipas at naka survive naman ako sa pagiging baby sitter ko kay denden ndi naman sya ganun kahirap bantayan since she's already 8 yers old na namn .
And this past few days i saw how adorable she is and i admit i get to atracted to her

Alyy !! Plway with meee " patalon talon na sabi ni denden

Ano bang gusto mong laruin ? " tanong ko sa kanya

Lets play Princess " she said with an excited voice

Im the princess and u'll be my prince " napatawa na lang ako sa sinabi nya she always make my day complete .

Mabilis dumaan ang mga araw at i saw how dennise grow up . Naging mas close kming dalawa and i really admit na sanay na ako na lagi syang kasama i can see that she feel the same way coz she dont really have a lots of friend in her school .

It was my 19th birthday and na realize ko na den is aready 14  and damn ! She was too young for me and im too old for her

Aly " tawag sken ni den nasa rooftop kme ng bahay nila nakasnayan na naming gawin to bago sya matulog 

Oh ? Ano yun den" sagot ko sa kanya habang pinag mamaddan ang mga bituin at ang buwan

Aly I like you " den said

I like you too Den " sagot ko sa kanya. I dont really understand what she meant by that

Napailing sya and say " i really like you aly , no ! I think i love you " sabi ni den na may diin sa bawat salita

Ano bang sinasabi mo Den ? Anong alam mo sa Love ? Ur 14 den " i laugh at her finding her a litle but funny saying that she love me pano nya nasabi na mahal nya ako eh ndi pa nga sya tapos sa first year high school nya ?  She's too young for that

Ndi ka inlove sken Den its just a crush makakalimutan mo din yan " sabi ko sa kanya and smile at her

Seryoso ako Aly ! Mahal kita " pilit ni din at tinignan ko sya ng seryoso

Tama na yan den its just a crush believe me makakalimutan mo din yang feelings na yan siguro eh masyado ka lang nasasanay na tayo lang dalawa ang laging mag kasama kaya mo naiisip na ur inlove with me .

NO '!! Im serious its not a crush ! Alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman ko at ndi lang to isang pag hanga ndi na ako bata aly ! I know what love is '!! ' she shouted at me

Ang Bata mo pa Den , your too young for that " i said with a sigh kung mayron mang mangyayari saming dalawa bukod sapagiging mag kaibigan makakasuhan ako nun " im too Old for her "

Then wait for me " Den hold my hands with a pleading look in her eyes

Hintayin mo ako Aly i'll grow up fast  really fast i promise '"" she pleaded almost crying

Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na ndi pwede na bawal gusto ko syang i reject but then i cant find words to say but when i look at her in the eyes i see pain and it made me hesitate hindi ko talaga alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanya so I decided na ndi na lang umimik . I didnt rejected her . I just cant .

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Isang linggo pagkatapos ng nangyaring yun sa rooftop eh kinailangan kong umalis para mag aral sa manila kelangan kung matapos yung degree ko and i didnt keep on touch on her .
Hiniling ko na sana ay makalimutan nya na ako at ang feelings nya para sken im not good for her , mas marami pa syang makikilalang mas bata sken and i know she deserves that i was too old for her. 💔