Luna's Love

Chapter Three: Can I Go Now?

Luna's POV
They finally cleared whatever was blocking my throat after a week of me sitting here. Now I'm free to go. My brother is coming to pick me up so I can finish tour with Jayy and Dahvie. I've missed them both a ton.

Jayy's POV
Luna is joining us on tour today. Finally. Josh just texted me that they're here. Jeffree offered to watch her at home, but I insisted she come on tour with me. Tour still has a month left to go, and I don't want to be without her that long. The door to our tour bus opens up and I peer around the corner. As soon as she walked in the door, I squeal and run to her, hugging her so hard I lift her off the ground. I set her down and pull her close to my body, kissing her forehead.
"Hey, no PDA in my hallway, you crazy kids!" Dahvie shouted at us. She screamed his name and ran over to him. He hugged her tight and told her he had missed her.
"No PDA in the hallway, Dahvie." I said with a smirk. Dahvie flipped me off and I shrugged.
"I missed you two so much." Luna said as she pulled away from Dahvie and walked back over to her bags. "Help me put these somewhere."
Dahvie and I both rushed to put her things away and went back to the living room. She just laughed at us and sat down. Dahvie got called outside by our tour manager, so I sat down beside her. She cuddled up to my side and I sighed. There was something I needed to say, I just couldn't find the words.

Luna's POV
Although I'm glad to be reunited with Jayy, I wasn't exactly ready to see Dahvie. Not only was he mean to Jayy while I was gone, but he had texted me while I was in the hospital and confessed his feelings for me. I told him that I had been really confused emotionally lately, so I have no idea what my feelings are. Now I feel awkward around him and I'm kinda glad the tour manager called him away for a few minutes. All I want is a second to set my mind straight and forget about my situation with Dahvie.
Jayy's body was tense as I leaned against him, like maybe he wanted to say something. I looked up and noticed he was staring at the wall.
"Are you alright, Jayy?" I asked him. He snapped back to reality.
"Huh? Oh. Yeah I'm fine." He mumbled and got up to walk towards the bunk area. He stopped in the doorway and gestured for me to come with him. As I got up to follow, I heard bus door open. Dahvie.
"Luna, I need to talk to you." Dahvie called to me from the door. I mentally cursed him for interrupting and mouthed sorry to Jayy before walking over to Dahvie.
"I really wanna know what your feelings are." Dahvie said softly.
"Dahvie, I already told you-" I started but he cut me off.
"I know, but I was thinking maybe this would help clarify them for you." Dahvie said before kissing me. I kissed back, but pulled away when I heard the door to the bunk area slam shut.
"Jayy." I said to Dahvie and ran inside. "Can I come in, Jayybear?"
Jayy opened the door with tears in his eyes and stepped aside so I could come in. I hugged him and asked why he was upset.
"Can't tell you." He replied. I begged him to just tell me. "Fine, I love you."
"I'm confused." I said pulling out of the hug.
"I love you, Luna. Not as a friend. I mean that sometime while you were gone, I realized that I have fallen for you. I know I'm supposed to be gay, but I'm telling the truth." Jayy said looking at me like he was begging me to believe him.
"Is this a joke, Jayy?" I asked and he shook his head. I leaned up to kiss him, but was interrupted by Dahvie clearing his throat in the doorway.
"Go away, Dahvie." Jayy growled. I don't think I've ever seen Jayy so angry at Dahvie. I walked past them both to the kitchen area of the bus. I stood against the counter with my eyes closed for a while before someone pulled me into a hug. It didn't feel like Jayy or Dahvie. I opened my eyes and saw Jeffree's pink hair.
"Hey, mama. What are you doing here?" I asked him.
"Came to check up on you. What's wrong, sweetie?" Jeffree asked, still holding me.
"When I was at the hospital, Dahvie texted me that he has feelings for me. Today, he kissed me and Jayy got upset when he saw it. I asked why and he told me he loves me. I don't know what to do that won't hurt one of them." I explained.
"I already knew about Jayy weeks ago. That's why he asked you to move in with him. I didn't know about Dahvie. I'm sorry. It'll work itself out." He told me, letting me go. I shrugged and sighed. I kinda just want to go home with Jeffree to be away from Jayy and Dahvie for a while, but I can't just run away from my problems.