Nova

Chapter 8

I walked the halls of the dark castle with tears in my eyes ever word he said was like a stab in the heart he did not want me he hated having to be my soul mate he just wanted me gone . I finally get to my room I go to my bathroom and take a shower when I'm do crying and cleaning my self I put on a black sleeping and dry my hair and make my hair into a messy bun once I'm done I go to my bedroom where I see Damon sitting on my bed.
He was looking at the floor not even moving when I walk into the room
" what are you doing here" I ask with a sad voice feeling the pain in my chest again.
" did you know that I use almost 3 days just coming up with a layout of your room I did nothing else but think of a perfect room for you then it took 5 days just putting it altogether so it took 8 days altogether just to make your room I was worried that you would not feel at home so I wanted it to look perfect just for you I think I did a pretty good job huh what do you think" he said in a small voice not even looking up at me .
" I think you did a great job it's a beautiful room"
" not as beautiful as you nova nothing could compare to you "
" why are you here and way are you acting so nice have you forgotten what you said to me 1 hour ago "
" no I have not forgotten " he finally looks up at me and when he does my heart shatters he had big red puffy eyes that show he was cry before coming here and his hair was messy . I just wanted to go run to him and hug him kiss him  tell him that I forgive him for the things he said but I just stand there not .
" then why are you here "
" I just wanted you to know that I did not mean what I said back there I wanted you to know that was happy when I found out I was your mate and that I could have you that you would only be mine and no one else and I wanted you to know that I-i - I love you nova and that I can't live without you"
That's when everything stopped my world stopped he loves me he said he loved me but do I love him back I don't know but of course I love him but am I ready to say it
" I -I mm I "
" don't worry I understand you might not be ready to say it yet but I know that deep inside that you love me just as much as I love you " he stands up and walks towards me I try to step back but my bathroom door kept me in place when he finally gets to me my full back was to the door and my chest was touching his chest his eyes looking down on me I can feel my breath  becoming heavy
" nova you can never leave me because if you I will look for you till the ends of the world and I will find you Nova no matter what so never leave me because it will hurt you and it will hurt me " he grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him I put my hands on his chest to try to pull away but it did not help he just pulled me closer to this point my lips where centimeters from touching his.
" come one sweetie just do what you want to do I will not stop you "
I try to stop myself but it was not use I kiss him like my life depended on it I put my Arms around his neck to get closer to him he grabs the back of my head we stay like that for hours he pulls the back of my head showing my neck he takes his lips of mine to my neck where he kissed and nibbled at it  he hits my sweet spot and I can't help but moan he lets out a groan that just made me hotter .
" jump"
I jump and wrap my legs around his waist where I can feel his hard on I moan again not being able to stop feeling my heat I wanted more I wanted to become part of him I wanted him inside me
" Nova we- we have to stop before we do something you are not ready for God damn it nova you are so hot"
" who said I'm not ready Damon maybe I want to do it right now"
" nova you don't know what you are saying"
" please Damon I want you please"
" fuck nova you have to stop you are making it really are to control myself "
I move my hips around to get  friction started and when I do that I find my self in my bed
" Nova I told you to stop I can't do this as much as I want to we can't it's too early "
" why I want you Damon"
" nova I want you more then anything right now I want to hear you scream my name that even your father would hear us up at Roswall  but if we do that it will Change everything "
" fine but can you stay and sleep with me I want you close to me "
" ok I will stay now come on let us go to bed before I change my mind"
Damon takes his shirt and pants of just leavening him in his underwear we get under the bedsheets I lay on his chest hearing his heart beat .
" Damon"
" yea"
" I love you