So mark has been staying over for a few days. Thats why I haven't wrote. I have been wanting to but I was so busy as well. I was invited to do a documentary about youtubers. We had to talk about what it is like being a up and coming youtuber. Knowing if I did this it would help. I have also been super busy with studying. In all the free time that I had i was either spending it with Mark, making YouTube videos or editing. Mark had recommended that I get a editor to help me. I don't really want to get one as I like doing things myself. But as things are getting a little too much to do I might have to. I like the idea of my channel being done by me and not someone else. I like to be in control of the content I make as well.
Anyway everything is now starting to calm down and it is getting easier as I did struggle a lot. I don't have any more exams until 4 months time. Which is better off. I'm going to meet Marks mum soon in Cincinnati. I'm excited but scared at the same time as I'm scared I will say something stupid. Or mess up in that case.
In past relationships ive been hurt. I finally told mark what had happened and why I was scared. I had the courage to put it on YouTube and come out and tell other people going through what I went through that they aren't alone. The response to the video made me feel like i wasn't alone. People also shared their stories of what had happened to them and that they are proud of me for putting what has happened to me online.
I better get some rest so I will write again tomorrow hopefully.
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