Toxic Love (Austin Mahone fiction)

Chapter 35:

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"Baby please", I cried hugging Austin. "Ari, baby you have to eat this so the alcohol could get out of your system". I cried sadly chewing the disgusting ginger, and then the vomit came. I could say I probably vomited for a good 10 minutes. Lucky Austin over there is good with alcohol, he never vomits after we party.

I walk outside on our balcony sitting in the chair next to Austin. "I haven't smoked since yesterday", he said pausing, "And that's the longest I've stopped since I started again a couple weeks ago". "You can't get hooked again..", I said seriously. "I could do whatever I want, this is what makes me happy baby", "Oh don't baby me. This is what we've been fighting for Austin, this is what the big deal is. I sold my first zip when I was 14, and I'm 18. I've been in the game longer, and let me tell you something, it's fine if you smoke every once in a while but-" "Just please stop!", He slurred getting up. "I don't want to hear it anymore, you don't think-" I cut him off shouting "Austin you've been hooked since I met you, I never said a thing about it, and now that you're my boyfriend or whatever and I'm serious about us, I want you to stop, not instantly but just slow it down, try smoking a small blunt once or twice a day." He nodded, "You may be right but I've been stressing Ariel, and I can't fucking help it anymore.", "Austin you have me.. I'm here for you, I've always been here for you since day one and I'm never going to leave.  "But it's not the same", he said lowly.

"It's not the same? So you're saying I can't fucking make you feel good, I cant make you forget about your problems?!", I shouted. "You know what you're right nothing has been the same since we've been on our own, it's fucking hard, but I'm not here smoking til I can't breathe like you, I'm actually working with the shit we have Austin and I wish you would sacrifice for us too".  "SACRIFICE? You think you're the only person who sacrifices for us, I've done everything I can to keep this job we have with Jake because we are literally sucking him dry for his money. He fucking knows there's other people who'll do the shit we do for him for less but we are the top of the top and we do our best, so that's why he wanted us.  After every fucking fight we have I'm always running to you, it's like you don't even care anymore! So don't tell me about "sacrifice" because the last time I checked I'm the only person who runs after you, no one runs after me."

I watched as he took one last hit and put his blunt out, and walked away into the house. I just stood there looking out in our backyard, looking at all the beautiful things I have with this one person.  Should I just accept the way he is?  There's not much I could say because I'm a drug dealer, it just doesn't make sense for me to.. I slowly walked back into the house and Austin's already laying in bed shirtless as always.  I sat on his side of the best where his legs where and quietly asked, "Austin, can we take a drive?" He looked at me and slowly got out of bed throwing on a black shirt and some basketball shorts. I followed him to the nice BMW he bought recently for himself.  He started the car and we took off, "Where are we going?", I asked quietly. He ignored my question and continued his focus on the road. The ride was awkward and silent, I just sat there staring blankly out the window.  Then hear a song come on, and it's a very familiar voice singing softly

"...I know they don't like we're up to, I'll hold you down, come right now it's all for you..."

I looked over to Austin as he pulls up to the beach.  He turned the volume up as we just sat there looking into each other's eyes.

"...And all I know is when it's time to go, is that all I need is for you to leave with me, oh oh oh..."

I thought to myself, Austin is the only person who has held it down for me these past years. I care about him so much, I don't know what I would do without him. I'd probably wouldn't be living honestly... He's brought me so much happiness and just so much blessings like our beautiful house, and expensive cars and just everything and I could never repay him for that. I just love him so much. Then I heard the volume lower..

"Ariella Olivia Mitchell", Austin said looking at me. "I know we've together for 3 years, but we haven't been official, and I really am just so so in love with you baby, and I want you to be able to call you my fiancé"

I just froze while he stepped out of the car and opened my door.. I watched as he bent down on one knee, "Will you marry me?" My eyes were pouring with tears as I jolted out the car wrapping my arms around him shouting, "Yes, yea, yes I will"

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I am so soooo sorry for the long waited update, but here it is finally. I've had writers block for so long.

I hope you loved it because I did, and now since Austin has revealed Olivia's real full name, it's going to be so much more interesting learning about her wtrue self.

Xoxo toocutemahone