I wish I said to you

still here

He lingers still,
on vividness, so much likeness
when I walk towards him
His scent
quick and intoxicating
drowns me
Again
makes me forget,
the anger I thought I felt.
when I can feel his breath
on my skin:
close enough
There's nothing but to
Give in.
Because it's him.
I reach up to feel his face
to remember the imprint of
warm skin
lingering
tangling, restless
with my own
Coldness. My hand
Falls flat
I fall through the abyss of
missing him, longing.
Because the memory
That cease, too strong, plays
out our scarred memory
and when I realise
Oh;
He's gone -
The blunt blade
Pulled against my heart
The corner I knock, and rock
my screams echo through the
walls
But I continue to walk our
Halls.
bright smile drawn
On my face.
I loved him.
I love him.
I will always
Love Him.
Missing him hurts,
but forgetting he's not here
Is worse.

K.G

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