love next door [jungkook]

leaving

[woojeong]

jungkook lied his head down on my lap. he started playing with my hair. i felt uncomfortable.

i continued to play with my phone to distract myself until jungkook mumbled something.

"i love you, woojeong-ah." he flashed his bunny smile at me.

i'm gonna miss that smile of yours.

"me too." i said without any expression on my face.

he frowned.

i stood up. "i need to go to the bathroom."

i left him and went into my bathroom. i stood in front of the mirror and a tear slipped out of my eyes.

"i need to do this. i need to break up with him." i looked up to see my face. all messed up.

i flushed the toilet to convince jungkook that i actually went to the toilet. i washed my face and dried it with a small towel that is just for my face.

i walked out of the bathroom to see yein playing with his phone. i weakly smiled at the scene.

"jungkook.." i called out to him. i sat on the edge of my queen sized bed and pat the space beside me so he can sit down beside me.

"what? what's wrong?" he asked full with concern.

i need to do this fast. or else i'm gonna hurt more.

i slowly pressed my lips on his and closed my eyes. our lips didn't move.

i pulled out a few seconds later. "i'm sorry jungkook."

"why are you sorry? you did nothing."

a tear slipped out. wiped it off and looked up to see jungkook with sad eyes.

"let's break up."

he broke down inside. i can see it in his eyes. it really hurts to see him like this.

"why? why do you want to break up? did i do something wrong? i can make it up to you. i'll buy anything you want. why can't you just stay? woojeong!" he shouted in my face as he shaked my shoulders.

i cried silently, looking down. "you did nothing wrong, jungkook. it's just that.." i stopped. i'm really hurt.

"it's just.. i.. don't love you anymore." i broke down.

"i don't feel the spark we use to have. i keep saying, 'me too.' because i don't know how to respond to your i love yous. i'm really sorry jungkook." i hold his arms and let pulled it off my shoulders.

his tears won't stop coming out. it hurts me to see him like this.

"i'll be going now." he stood up and went out of my room.

"jungkook.."

he turned around one last time. "see you in school tomorrow?"

he nodded, expressionless.

i heard the front door being slammed closed.

"i hurted him a lot, didn't i?" i chuckled with a hint of sadness.

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//helluu ~~ i decided that i'll try to make a more organized fanfic bcos coffee wasn't going to plan. i was really disappointed in coffee. huhu but good news i made this fanfic yay ! hehe good luck to me!! aqilahmnh, i hope you're not sad that i discontinued coffee T_T

- mina

( p.s this story is gonna be angsty and sonetimes fluffy. hehe prepare ~ )