forced love

Satan, aka Lachlan

    And to be clear, yes, that is the person I am serving, oh how I hate him.

    Everything about him, and I do mean EVERYTHING about him, screeches Simon, from the blonde hair all the way to the accent, the eyes and the height. I wasn't accepting because of that, no, it was the fact that he is the one I needed to call 'master'. I am defiant, and yes I have been beaten up many times because of it now, but him, he would glower down at me then threw me in the basement and leave me there for a good amount of time, chained to the ground, while watching me struggle as the others beat me. He hasn't shown any emotion the whole time, but the reason this is happening is plainly because he hates me too. I can't understand him sometimes, he wants me to do something, I would do it but end up getting beaten up just the same.

    I really shouldn't be writing any of this down, if anyone finds this and give it to any of the power family, I would be dead an hour later. I would appreciate it if the people here can help me keep a secret with this, I don't want to die, I want to get out and go see Mitch like I originally planned. 

    Lachlan has talked to me, face to face, alone in his room. I was not happy with that 'pleasant' chat we had, he stated that he can and will use me for anything he wants to, that includes making me do his work, do his bed, cook for him, and his personal uses which I will not clarify, I think you get the idea. That's technically rape, Lachlan was not happy when I said that, ended up with a slap to the face, I returned it with a kick to his stomach.

    Rough day.

    I honestly hate him with all my heart, you'd think someone looking like him is pretty nice and sensible right? Well, in a way definitely but I swear to god I just cannot let everything pass like everyone else here can. They kick me they get a punch back, they taunt me they get a mean comment in return, my law of life, don't step down from a challenge.