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accidental confessions

CHAPTER THIRTY ONE // ACCIDENTAL CONFESSIONS
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Jungkook POV

Jimin
Kookie?
Sent 8:33pm

Me
Fuck off
Read 8:34pm

Jimin
Kookie :(((
Sent 8:34pm

Jimin
U never curse at me :'(
Sent 8:34pm

Me
Fuck. Off.
Read 8:34pm

Jimin
Why are u so mad at me?
Sent 8:35pm

Me
Go away.
Read 8:35pm

Jimin
No.
Sent 8:35pm

Me
I'm not mad at you by the way.
Read 8:35pm

Jimin
Ur not?
Sent 8:35pm

Me
No, I just need some time alone, okay?
Read 8:36pm

Jimin
Kookie...
Sent 8:36pm

Me
Goodbye.
Read 8:36pm

I lay down my phone and let out a deep sigh as I sink my head back into the plush matress of my lonely bed. I slowly run my hand up and down the cool white blankets that provide no heat anymore, everything just feels so cold. I groan as I turn my pounding head to the side to stare out the rain covered window, the tiny droplets of liquid slowly melting down the clear glass, the crescent moon is barely visible in the darkening sky.

I'm an idiot. I'm not mad at Jimin or Yoongi, I'm just mad at myself for not being able to control my life properly and allowing people to take over it. I don't want to be weak anymore. I'm knocked out of my thoughts when my phone begins to buzz signalling someone is calling me.

Taehyung.

I sigh for the millionth time and ignore the buzzing, cancelling the sound out of my ears. He's called me so much over the passed few days, all the calls have been ignored. I just don't want to see anyone right now. It's been days since I've exited my apartment which for once I've locked. After the continuous buzzing sound goes away the texts begin to roll in.

Taehyung
Why won't u answer me?
Sent 8:42pm

Taehyung
Just text me once
Sent 8:42pm

Taehyung
Say hello or something
Sent 8:42pm

Taehyung
anything
Sent 8:42pm

Taehyung
please
Sent 8:42pm

A tear involuntarily slips from my eye. I hate ignoring him, I hate it. I want so badly to text him back and welcome him back into my life with open arms, but no, I need to take control not letting others take control for me. But you like it when he's in control. I shake my head as a final buzz sound erupts from the elctronical device that I wish would shut up.