Dont Look

chapter 15- changing

Sucking in my breath with Susan Evy and chloe linking arms with me we walk into the cafeteria. I look around at all the usual clicks.
" So who do we sit with?" I ask
" Well we could sit with calum, Evy would like that" Susan said grinning
" Well we could sit with Michael Susan would love that!" Evy retorted Susan turned bright pink the thought of Michael who was in band with her made her heart flutter.
" Let's just sit with calum" I say
Evy glares at me. And Susan gives me a fist bump under the table when we sit down. Chloe giggles and gives me a fist bump to. " Um you can't sit there either but there's a table in the back, the loser table" she smiles. Loren.
Ok it's now or never.
" Loren I'm a stupid horrible person" I stand on the table and make my voice loud so everyone turns to me.
" I'm sorry to everyone I hurt, or made fun of I was a real jerk please forgive me, especially Loren you never should have gone through what I put you through" the room is silent and then I hear it. " I forgive you" and then it goes around the whole room and for one second all I here is " I forgive you" and I turn to Loren and in relief she says it to.
Evy, chloe , and Susan squeeze my hands and I smile.
" I hope we can be friends Loren."
" Ya I think I'd like that" she says quietly
My heart warms up and I'm so happy I don't realize I'm still standing on the table. Evy pulls me down and I turn red.
" Oops" I say with a smile.
Best day ever.