Lydia stares at me in shock and closes her mouth as she had it open from gasping. She runs her hand through her hair as if she was stressed and managed to say "are you going to tell stiles. .. i mean you have to tell stiles i mean hes the father for christ sakes. " i soon start to stutter "b -but i-i cant .i cant do that to stiles im not sure hes ready to be a father neither am i! Im not ready to be a mother!? "Lydia looks at me and is stunned for words "malia i love you and all but i care about stiles too, you have to tell him , malia i know him he would never leave you the worst he could do is looked shocked. Okay? " i started to consider what lydia was saying and said to her "do you think i would have the guts to tell him? " lydia put her hand on my shoulder and quietly said "of course you can, your a young, strong independant woman and you are brave enough to tell him" i slowly nodded and made myself to the door and took a deep breath before stepping outside. I got in the jeep and started it up and started driving back to his house. This is it i thought. Its time to tell stiles im pregnant. What! No! I cant just say " oh hey stiles erm you know we had sex. . Were having a baby! " my heart beat was increading and my blood was rushing to my head . I suddenly felt faint. Oh god. I think im gonna be sick.
