different | halsanie ✔

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crybbxo- so are we frens yet

iamnxtash- i guess so

crybbxo- so now we can be fren goals and internet besties and stuff right

iamnxtash- haha

crybbxo- what

iamnxtash- i think :)

crybbxo- k we have to plan a day when we can meet

iamnxtash- not a stalker but where do u live

crybbxo- in the us

iamnxtash- me too

crybbxo- yes

iamnxtash- but b more speccific america is big

crybbxo- stalkerish much heh

iamnxtash- well i live in new jersey.

crybbxo- i lived in nyc, but now i live in whatever

iamnxtash- tell me tell me tell me

crybbxo- i dont wanna

iamnxtash- pls

crybbxo- sorry no bye

crybbxo logged out

melanie's POV

"uh.. she lives right HERE. she has told me so much yet she doesn't even know my name. i know there are lots of ashleys here but what if this IS THE ashley. uhm.. i'm not sure. maybe her name ACTUALLY isn't ashley. or maybe ash is the short for something like ashlay or ashly or yanasha. haha, right? it CAN be that," i wondered, "SHOOT it's 11:30pm ashley's gonna be here any second now. i have to get ready." as i said i started doing my make up and stuff and after half an hour she was here.

"hey mel!" she said looking cute as heck as always.

"hi ash!" i replied. she looks like an angel.

"so i guess we can go?" she smiled.

"yeah, of course!"

we went downtown to a little coffee shop. we drank coffee and talked about stuff. it was seriously so romantic i can't even tell you. i don't know why i brought this up, but i started talking about crushes. why.

"so.. ash.. is there anyone you fancy?" i smirked

"actually," she said and i was too excited, "there is a boy."

fuck my life

"his name is tyler. he is ADORABLE. he is the son of my mums boss soo." she finished.

i knew she didn't like me. not like that anyways. but i was still broken.

"is everything alright mel?" ash asked

"i-it's o-okay, but i-i really h-have to g-go." i ran out of the coffee shop and left ashley there with the most confused face ever. fuck she's cute.

but i was broken.

my first love and first friend.

i mean i have that ashley. but what if she leaves me too?

i'm useless.

i'm worthless.

i-i'm different?

wait wasn't different a good thing now? i don't really know. do i want to know. i don't know.

i am a sad little potato that cries theirselves to sleep evrynight.

good night, mrs. potato.

good night, mr. potato.

good night, me.

don't be scared if you don't wake up.