different | halsanie ✔

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crybbx- im sorry i was v harsh

iamnxtash- yea u were

crybbx- will u forgive me

iamnxtash- no

crybbx- plzz

iamnxtash- nah

crybbx- PLZPLZPLZPLZPLZ

iamnxtash- y do u want me to forgive u so bad wth

crybbx- idk i need frens

iamnxtash- ... frens ... ?

crybbx- oh right u wont understand

iamnxtash- nO wAY

crybbx- wHAT wAY

iamnxtash- so ur saying that u like tøp¿¿1¿1¿

crybbx- ew no

iamnxtash- wut

crybbx- oF cOURSE i dO

iamnxtash- stfu bye

iamnxtash logged out

mel's POV

"uhm.. i guess no frens for me? ha ha ha.." i said almost crying. let me tell you something. i am very lonely. i am shy. i don't know how to make friends. i go on kik to find some, but i am awkward on the internet too. i mean, i have ONE friend.

her name is ashley (ironically) and we met only yesterday. she is my neighbour! she is really nice. but when she tried to talk with me i couldn't say a word. i mean, we are still friends, right...?

i think i have the courage to go to her and just talk. but then again, do i? i'll probably walk to their house, knock and then just run away. i'm just that way. oops..

"sweetie, someone's at the door and asking for you!" my mum shouted from it seemed like miles away.

"a-are you sure?" i didn't beleve it. i didn't have anyone that could wait for me or stuff..

"yes i am! now, come down here!" my mum was very concered about it.

"i'm coming.."

i went downstairs and opened the door. and can you guess who was there? uhm.. it was ashley. i was kinda happy but i didn't know why she was here.

"uh.. hey mel!" ashley said kinda happly.

"h-hi ashl-ley." i replied. i probably didn't sound very friendly. yay..

"uhm.. i wanted to apologise about yesterday..." she said

"it w-wasn't your f-fault.. i-i was the o-one that d-didn't wan-nt t-to ta-alk."

"well, still. i wasn't very friendly."

"uh.. it's okay.. i guess.. it's not your fault."

"uhm.."

"so..."

it was one of those really awkward silences between us two. i had no idea what to say. i never really had a friend.. i was just standing there in the weirdest position possible.

"maybe you can come upstairs?" i asked.

"uh.. sure?" ash replied, but she wasn't sure about it at all. am i really that scary?

we went upstairs and sat down. we started talking only after about 20 minutes. we talked about hobbies, crushes, school and stuff like that. we actually had fun, but it was late so she went home.

"i think i have to go... it's getting pretty late.." ashley mumbled.

"it's okay! i had lots of fun! thank you!" i smiled and she left.

"so i guess it was succesful?" my mum showed up at the door.

"shut up!" i blushed and went to bed.

but i don't know if it's okay. we are so different. i'm not the biggest fan of it. could this even work out?