different | halsanie ✔

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mel's POV

"it's for the best. if i can't have her, better not remind me of her." i brusted into tears.

"honey, is everything ok?" my mum asked.

"y-yeah." i tried to smile cleaning up my tears.

"are you sure? you look a little down..." my mum cept questioning.

"i am ok. can you just leave me alone? please?" i can hear my voice being annoying as fuck, but i didn't really care. i just wanted to be alone.

i put on headphones and listened to tøp. lots of tøp.

then suddenley my phone rang. i picked it up and i heard ashley's voice.

"h-hey mel." she muttered.

"hi ashley." i didn't know what to say.

"i.. uh.. maybe you want to hang out? i have something to confess..." she said quietly.

"uhm.. sure. where and when." i wasn't sure what to do.

"maybe at the playground where we met yesterday? at seven?"

"yes ok. i'll be there."

"i hope you do come." she said and hang up.

yes i am going to go. i miss her. a lot. it hurts.

i got dressed up and went to the playground. althought i was there 10 minutes early, she was there.

she walked up to me and kissed me. i stopped her.

"w-why? why are you messing with me? you know i can't hace you. you know it. why are you messing with my feelings. why." i was too angry and sad at the same time.

"i-i love you melanie. i love you so much. i've decided to break up with tyler. i never want to leave you. never." she tried to smile, but i saw her wet eyes.

this is all my heart wanted. all i wanted to hear. but she hurt me. and it still hurts. i didn't know what to do.

"i.. uh.. i think it's too late. you hurt me so much. i can't take it." as much as it hurt, it was the best desicion.

"h-how is this too late?! you admited your feelings to me less than a week ago. h-ho- w-why." ashley got madder and madder.

"true, but knowing that.." i didn't know what to say. ashley was right.

"that's what i thought." ashley put on a stubborn face.

"i'm a brat. i don't deserve you." i was quite sad.

"yes you are." ashley smiled.

i smiled back.

"so.. are we starting again?" i asked.

"i guess we are."ashley seemed happier than ever.

"b-but what about tyler?" i was feeling a bit down already.

"he's gonna be fine. he probably has about 3 side chicks anyway."

"are you for real?" i was smiling.

"yes i am. don't worry." ashley smiled back.

"so are we starting again? are we starting from different?" i asked.

"maybe not that far. but otherwise, yes."

"hi i am melanie!"

"hi," she smiled, "i am not ashley."