Don't say it.
God please don't say it.
Can't handle it.
What's right feels like death,
Like it won't last,
It seems like what's right
Keeps me awake at night.
I don't know why
I can't close my eyes.
Wait. That's a lie.
I think we both know why.
Every time I close my eyes
I see you.
I know that you speak the truth
But somehow,
For some reason,
Feels like my heart stopped beat'n
I know where my heart belongs.
It belongs with my God above.
But I gave it to the one I love.
Such a foolish girl!
Leave it to me
To break my own heart.
I gave away
The one thing
That belongs in my fathers arms
Belongs in my fathers hands
But like the idiot that I am,
I gave it to you instead.
We both know it's my mistake
That's causing me so much pain.
Think before I act.
Wisdom I truly lack.
Just give me time.
Give me space.
I'll probably be awkward for a while.
But I know it's for the best.
To focus on us less.
Focus on him.
He ought to be your truest love.
I'm to be second to one.
Just as you are to be.
It's seems to me,
It will be harder for me
That it it will be for you.
But hopefully,
If I'm lucky,
He'll step up and help me through.
Then maybe one day,
We will do away
With this distance.
