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Life Changing Decisions

Chapter 15 | Life Changing Decisions

"Brittany, I did something really bad." Sabrina said as she dug her feet into Brittany's cushions to warm up her stubby toes. They were having a movie night and Sabrina was tired of holding in her secret for the past week. She'd planned on telling Brittany the day she found out but she couldn't get herself to bring it up.

"Did you finally steal from that store I told you to? I still don't understand why you didn't get revenge for getting fired in sophomore year." Brittany said seriously. Whether she was a bad influence or not wasn't her problem and she didn't feel bad at all for hinting Brina to commit a crime.

"No it's worse than that."

"It can't be that bad Brina. You don't even litter."

"ICheatedOnCarter." Sabrina blasted out before she could stop herself. She was tired of keeping one of her secrets bottled in.

"No you did not." Brittany said with her eyes as wide as a china doll. "I wanted you to get dícked down but I didn't think you'd turn into a díck slayer." She said trying to lighten up the mood. She's never been in a position to give advice when one of her friends was a cheater rather than the cheatee.

"Brit, I'm being serious." Sabrina states with a poker face not finding anything humorous about her confession.

Brittany sighed and realized it wasn't the time to start cracking jokes. "Who was it with?"

"Chris." Sabrina mumbled.

"Oh hell naw, are you serious Sabrina?" Sabrina looked down at the cookies and cream ice cream that was slowly melting in her bowl as the guilt was eating her up inside. Thankfully Carter hadn't called her since he went back up so the guilt of what she'd done to him hadn't hit her fully.

"It wasn't intentional," Sabrina argued to try to calm the situation down a bit. "He just kissed me and the next thing I knew we were having sex."

"Did you guys use protection?" Brittany questioned not believing her friend's stupidity. She'd much rather Sabrina to cheat with a complete stranger than the only guy besides Carter that Sabrina had feelings for.

Sabrina didn't answer Brittany's question and rose from the couch embarrassed with herself. She'd had sex with Chris without protection a mere three days after she had sex with Carter unprotected. She felt ashamed of herself and didn't understand how females could sleep around with multiple men behind their man's back and be okay with it.

"Did he nut in you?" Sabrina continued to not answer Brittany's questions but acknowledged that she heard it by looking at her before glancing away again. "You've got to be fucking playing with me Sabrina!"

"It was an accident! I didn't plan to fuck him it just happened. I haven't even told you the worst part yet." Sabrina said going back to her ice cream. She knew Brittany would react negatively but she didn't think that it would be that bad until she told her the part of her news that she didn't even want to believe herself.

"What do you mean the worst part? What else do you have to tell me?" Sabrina simply shrugged not knowing how to tell her best friend that she was pregnant and didn't know if the child belonged to Carter or Christopher. She'd originally planned on taking whatever happened with Chris to the grave with her, but once she started showing early pregnancy symptoms last week; she knew she had to tell someone. "Please don't tell me you're pregnant."

"Then I won't tell you." Brittany simply covered her mouth in shock. She didn't have anything to say and felt like she was secretly on a reality show.

"How far along are you?" Brittany finally asked after gathering her thoughts together. She didn't want to continue yelling because of the child growing inside Sabrina's uterus.