Broken Soul l Julian Draxler

Month Three

Third month with Jasmin was complicated. I got my answers. She didn't go anywhere. She said that the only thing that she wants is to forget about everything. This was her decision, I have nothing to do with it. She was very silent. She also said that she's alone. Without boyfriend, family or friends. That was the moment in which I realize that I want to be close with her. I care for her, I want to know her better.

So we started meeting each other. Dinners, dinners and once more dinners. She started opening to me. That helped me to know her better. Only third month knowing her and I was completely falling in love with her. She was so fragile but also very pretty and sexy. Jasmin is everything what man is dreaming about. I still remember one of those nights when she was insecure. She didn't understand things, I was the one more self-confident in our relation.

- Julian I have question for you - she looked at me with her big brown eyes.

- Yes? - I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. Yes, she let me do that and I was very happy with her permission.

- Why me?

- What? - I didn't understand.

- I'm just poor, normal girl. What's more I was raped. Why are you still meeting with me?

- Don't say that Jasmin! Look at me - I stopped walking.

- You're beautiful, clever, calm, not bitchy. You're my type of girl. And If you let me know you more and agree I think we can go on a date maybe? Official date, what do you think? - I feel my cheeks getting red.

- You're as sweet as cupcake - she smiled. - I think that we can go on that date - her cheeks were red too. I wanted to kiss her badly, but it's too soon to do that.

And there we was. Happy, not knowing what will happen in the future. There was good old days, when everything was just starting. Week later we were on our first date. Everything seemed amazing. She was smiling, laughing, she even kissed my cheek. I felt like in seven heaven. When we left restaurant we walked to her small flat. And there she was, still not understanding why I choose her to be my girl.

- You should leave me on that street Jule, I don't deserve you - she said sadly.

But what I didn't know in that moment was that she will be the one to leave.