Broken Soul l Julian Draxler

Month Nine

Ninth month with Jasmin was the weirdest one.

After we had sex I thought that everything will be better with time. I saw that she started to fully trust me and that there wasn't any barriers between us. But something in her changed. And not in positive way.

- Babe, Ricardo and his new girl want to go out with us tonight. What do you think? - I asked her.
- Hmmm I don't know - she answered.
- May I asked why? You like him, he's my close friend...
- I just don't feel like going out okay?! - she yelled.
- Okay but that's not the reason to shout - I replied calmly.
She said nothing. Just stood up and left to the bathroom.
- What the hell is wrong with that girl - I murmured.
I called Ricardo and said that we will meet another time. He was disappointed a bit. I stood up and went to our bedroom.
She were sitting there.

- Can we talk?
- It depends about what - she didn't look at me.
- About your behaviour. What's wrong? - I took her hand
- Nothing. What is wrong with me don't want to go out with Ricardo and his girl? I don't feel like that.
- You like him. I thought you will enjoy double date.
- So you're wrong cause I would not. That's the end of this conversation.
- Why are you acting like that? - I started get angry.
- Oh god you don't understand anything. - she groaned.
- Because you're not telling me anything! - I shouted at her.
She looked at me with pain in the eyes. I wanted to apologize but she stormed off. I heard front door being closed.
- Shit - I kicked a bed that were situated next to me.

I didn't know what to do. She didn't pick up or come back home. I started being really nervous. I don't know any of her friends, family or places she's going to when she want to think.
And then when I was laying in the salon thinking about her it hit me. I know at the same time everthing and anything about Jasmin Muller.

I don't know my own girlfriend...

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This is like the worst chapter ever but it's some kind of important because of the next chapters. So...
Sorry for any mistakes, hope you'll like it :)